mafias obsession(1st book in mafia obsession series)

chapter 23: books and working out

!Trigger warning!: this chapter contains revenge masturbation. 

I was left home alone with him. My mind was running to places it shouldn't have been. And my emotions were sky rocketing. Why did I have to be left completely alone with him? Out of all people, why him?

I was talking about Creed. Everyone else was out doing one thing or another and we were the only two left home. As far as I knew Fynn, Summer and Zara were going to a nail clinic and doing some shopping afterwards, Sadie and Lye were on a date and Liver and Blade were going to some shop or something like that. Leaving just the two of us.

I went downstairs to get myself a snack and saw him sat on one of the chairs eating something. As I passed by he didn't even say hi to me, it frustrated me more than usual and I turned to him.

"Do you have something against me or something?" I blurted out without thinking.

"I'm sorry?" He asked seemingly so confused. I had already started the conversation so what was the issue with continuing it, the truth was I was curious if I truly had done something to piss him off and make him despise me so much.

Anytime we spoke was around others, anytime even a slight bit of emotion showed he went back to his quite self again not even seconds after. He showed emotions around others, he smiled around them, had conversations with them, he even laughed more than a couple of moments around them. But when it came to me it was like there was a switch which made him change so drastically in a matter of seconds.

"Do you have something against me?" I asked again, my tone more confident this time.

He looked at me in disbelief, like I had come up with the most unreasonable theory on the planet "I don't hate you" he stated.

"Then why do you act so emotionless around me?" I asked. If he didn't hate me then what other explanation was there?

He looked at me for a moment like he was about to say something but quickly decided against it before standing up looking back at me stating "I don't hate you" again and walking out of the room. 

Why didn't he want to be around me? What did I ever do to him?

Giving up I stood up and went to the library, deciding reading was the only positive thing I could do today.

I walked in the library and looked around at the book titles, I was going to pick a fantasy but I decided against it believing I deserved something that would make me a little happier.

I look through the titles and pick up 'hawke' deciding why the fuck not and went back to my room.

As I continued to read the day was getting hotter and I decided I might as well read by the pool as it was cooler and more relaxing. Walking outside I saw Creed and groaned internally. Well this is gonna be fun. I questioned whether I should go back inside but decided that Creed wasn't going to ruin my relaxation time.

I sat by the pool on the towels placed down but before I could pick up the book I saw him doing a few push ups, my twisted thoughts took the better of me as I decided to watch him for a few moments.

As I watched I couldn't help but look at how attractive his body was, he wasn't as attractive as Lye but fuck was he still hot as hell and very close to being so.

"Watch where your eyes go." I heard his gravely voice. How did he know I was watching him?

"Don't know what your talking about" I stated before quickly picking up the book and opening it to a random page before he turned around

"Nice book?" He asked, watching my every move.

"Mhm" i nodded and smiled softly, trying to hide the fact that I accidentally picked it up upside down but if I changed it now he would notice and my cover would be caught.

"didn't know you could read upside down?" He asked it like a question but I'm sure it wasn't one.

I looked up at him knowing I've been caught and nervous for what would happen next.

"Nice try kiddo" he gave me a smirk before walking back inside, wiping down his chest with a towel.

What the hell was that?

Thinking for a moment I walked inside and up to my room. If he could tease me I could do the same back.

It was petty but there was no way in hell I was going to allow him to be the one with the last laugh.

I scrolled through my laptop for a moment before coming across it.  Riikami asmr. Perfect.

I smirked at my plan. It was terrible, but it was terrible enough that it would annoy him.

I pressed on one of his most recent videos and ran my hand down to my pussy, running two fingers along it at first before thrusting four inside myself. Moaning loudly.

He could play dirty, but I could play dirtier.

During my orgasm I made sure to moan Riikami's name so if my plan did work he would simply be annoyed.

Cleaning up I went downstairs in a pair of shorts and a tank top, seeing Creed sitting on the couch.

For a moment it felt like he was holding back from saying something before his facial expression went blank again.

"Can I help you mate?" He asked looking at me.

"Uh no" I said as I walked into the dining room and sighed. How was he not annoyed? Did I really make him feel that little emotion.

Simply feeling embarrassed for what I had done and that It didn't work I went back to my room and decided to take a nap. But of course he appeared in my dreams again. Bloody bastard.