hello
oh
goodbye
its fine
youll be back in a minute
youll be back and ask me how my day was
and ill laugh
because its been two minutes since you last asked that
and you still care enough to ask
and ill make up some lie about how amazing my day was
and
shes not here
its been two minutes but
i hope youre back soon
it feels like its been two years
and i
you are reading text
its not like we're even talking anyway
we're just sending numerical letters back and forth that have a meaning when put together in the right context
but it's still nice
and i
not hearing her voice
you are alone
oh god you're not back yet
its fine
im sure you just got interru
theres more important things shes doing
its fine
finish what you have to do first
ill still be here waiting for you :)
and i
shes normally back by now
im bored now
and anxious
maybe you just fell asleep
why didnt she tell you that then
i feel like im going kind of crazy right now but take your time
shes not coming back
she'll be back soon
you fucked up again
they were different though
because of what you said
she is not them
that stupid little thing you said she didnt even notice i said that
why do you always do this to yourself stop
shes gonna think youre a freak she is not them
shut up
just shut up
please be awake
please be awake
please still be awake
you left for too long i shouldn't have taken so long to get back to you but i did and now i came back and i just missed you she was just on her phone you just saw her typing please come back i came back im still here you cant even handle two fucking minutes without her can you i am going crazy right now because of a stupid fucking thing i just said to you that you probably didnt even notice but i sure did its been 2 minutes but it feels like its been 2 years i just need you to be hereto talk to me to say my nameto hug meto hold my hand and not let goplease come backi miss youi miss youi fucking miss youi miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i m i s s y o u i m i s s y o u i m i s s y o u i m i s s y o u i m i s s y o u i m i s s y o u IFUCKINGMISSYOUCOMEBACKPLEASE
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maerdyad
PoetryI don't know, I just need to write stuff right now. When you thought you found the one, after all this time, after all the poeple that left, and it turns out, she loves someone else. For when the rain comes, and the hail, and all hell is unleashed, ...
