a Few noteworthy things

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a.) i cried.


it was a tiny tear drop.

it happened earlier,

you probably didn't even notice.

but.

it was a tear.




b.) i'm lost.

i'm lost,

i'm at a dead end,

i'm just

lost.


i'm not ready,

to lose so many things,

in practically an instant tomorrow.

honestly, you have way worse.

but.


i don't know.

i just can't.




c.) the wind is gone.

or,

almost gone,

at least.

the rain is back again,

but at least that's better than the wind.




d.) a confession:

if i'm being honest,

will never see you again.

i'm sure you'll see them again,

maybe soon,

maybe not so soon,

but you will eventually.


i know,

i'll,

be fucking stupid and just be too scared to see you again if the opportunity comes again and if it does i know things will be different by then and i don't know if i should see you or would even want to see you i should just let them see you.




e.) i will probably forget you.

after time,

i will probably forget you voice,

then what you look like,

then your smile,

then eventually we'll stop talking,

and all i'll have left,

are words on a screen.


i know that's going to happen.

or something like that at least.



i don't remember their voice anymore.

not really.










f.) you forgot to listen to that song

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