i have a question.
how are you friends with
so many people
practically everyone i know
and im the one you hate
how are you friendly
with all these people
all these different people
and you left me
you said you hated him
you hated him and you hated the things he did and you just
did
not
like
him
at
all
and then
i see you laughing like you've never laughed before at something he said.
what did he do to make it up that i couldn't?
are you scared ill do the same thing,
even though i apologized?
is that it?
maybe ill never know.
im sorry if i was using the pity card but it still wasnt fair
it wasnt fair you left how you did
we could have made up but we didn't
you could have told me what to do differently but you didn't
not really
i don't understand how it's worth it
leaving when we were such great friends
when i thought
we were great friends.
were we?
i guess not.
i guess we were just a complete lie.
i guess your standards of a great friend are better than what i was to you.
yk,
i would drop this whole thing,
and move on,
if you weren't friends with everyone i knew.
but i cant.
i cant drop it,
i cant move on ,
i can't just 'be friends with my friends and you be friends with your friends',
if you're
ALWAYS THERE.
YOU'RE ALWAYS
THERE
EVERY
DAY.
how do you expect me to move on when it's like this.
YOU ARE READING
maerdyad
PoetryI don't know, I just need to write stuff right now. When you thought you found the one, after all this time, after all the poeple that left, and it turns out, she loves someone else. For when the rain comes, and the hail, and all hell is unleashed, ...
