maerdyad

speechless

what do i say anymore

to any of this

'i hate your flowers'

'i am a monster'

'i cared for you for years' 

'forever self-less'

'a forbidden dance'

'i am screaming'

'my friend who i ate fries with'

'im leaving in two weeks'

'let him die'

'13'

what do you even want me to say?

im sorry?

i wish it wasnt like this?

i love you?

i dont want you?

i want that house?

we need to talk?

that i-

what am i supposed to say

that will be the best substitute for a band-aid

or is just being speechless better?

and how am i supposed to break the record

this stupid made up record we created

if im just a monkey in the middle

and you all make me muted

fine

i give up

you two win

i cant keep up the pace anymore

keep your views

im tired