its pointless
pointless
i end up back here
everytime
every
single
time
doesnt he know i just want to be happy
doesnt he know i dont mean any deceit
doesnt he know im tired of doing the exact same thing every day of my life
doesnt he know doing this isnt fun anymore
he can fucking look over my shoulder 24/7 if he feels like he needs to in order to keep me in check
i just
need
to be happy
i need you
thats all i need
its not a want
its not a request
its a necessity
its vital
its oxygen
im sorry i did that
that i lied to him
everything
that i did
i regret it so much
but thats not important right now
we're not talking about my future
we're talking about my soul
YOU ARE READING
maerdyad
PoesíaI don't know, I just need to write stuff right now. When you thought you found the one, after all this time, after all the poeple that left, and it turns out, she loves someone else. For when the rain comes, and the hail, and all hell is unleashed, ...
