maerdyad

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this isn't for you,

by the way.

i'm not apologizing to you.

i already did that,

and frankly,

i don't need to.

i apologized,

and you still left,

so,

do you even deserve my apologies?

i'm apologizing to them.

i know i already have,

and i know they said it's fine,

and i know i don't have to apologize,

but,

i'm going to.

i'm sorry.

i'm sorry i didn't notice you liked me for all that time.

i'm sorry i said that stupid thing.

i'm sorry we barely got to see each other.

i'm sorry they bullied you.

i'm sorry they bullied you because of me.

i'm sorry i didn't notice.

i'm sorry i didn't notice they bullied you and you had barely any friends and i didn't notice and i just assumed everything was alright when it really wasn't.

i'm sorry you felt that way,

felt like you had to leave,

and i'm sorry they made you leave the way you did.

i'm sorry i thought that.

i'm sorry i said that.

i'm sorry you missed me and wanted me back and i immediately made you change your mind because of that stupid thing i said and i kept bothering you almost daily after and you said i didn't need to apologize but i still did and i made you feel horrible probably.

and i'm sorry i lied,

that the reason we stopped talking,

was because i didn't know what to say.

which,