I have one more request:
Help me make a time machine.
So I can lay on my bed for another 5 minutes,
so I can skip today,
so I can change what I said that day and maybe just say nothing and move on with my life instead of what I said,
so these next 2 weeks can last 5 years,
so I could've been better,
so I can relive that day when we were homeless and traveled around the world.
so I could relive that other day with that moment in the long car ride,
so I could've maybe tried to convince you to stay,
so I could've gone on that boat ride,
so I could've said how much you mean to me,
so I could've never saved that seat,
so I could've said sorry to her,
said sorry to them,
met you then,
didnt lie,
didnt cheat,
been a good person,
didnt-
That's not how time works though.
You can't move in time.
It doesn't work like that.
I already said that.
2 weeks.
I'm not ready.
Hopefully 1 + 1 + 1 can at least equal 2.

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maerdyad
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