i hate her
i despise her
i dont wanna talk to her ever again
but i miss the party she had
i miss the laughs
i miss the memories
i miss the experience i had with all them
i mean i have
other people
great people too
people i love dearly
who listen to me and do give a shit
but those were great people too
even if she wasnt
and now that she left
its like everyone left
everyone
who i considered somewhat close in that party
is just
gone
why
its not like they all hate me
but we're not family anymore
like we used to be
i want to be included too
i want to laugh those laughs again too
i want to sign that yearbook too
with the glittery markers youre letting your friends use
but you didnt even think of me
because shes not thinking of me
so youre not either i guess
nobody is
because now that shes gone
everyones gone
since you all think the exact same apparently
all part of the same brain
am i overthinking this?
should i just walk over there?
you didnt ask me to sign it
should i ask to sign it?
no
you cant
because of her
YOU ARE READING
maerdyad
PoetryI don't know, I just need to write stuff right now. When you thought you found the one, after all this time, after all the poeple that left, and it turns out, she loves someone else. For when the rain comes, and the hail, and all hell is unleashed, ...
