He's Not Yours, I Am | Sope

xxxiii. Forever Lean On

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Yoongi

Jimin
Hyung!

Yoongi
Hello there, Jiminie. Did you need anything? How can I be of service?

Yoongi
Wanna talk about something?

Jimin
Actually, yes.

Yoongi
Oh. Periods

Yoongi
Well- I want to be straight to the point. Is it about Hobi and I?

Jimin
No

Jimin
It's about you and I

Yoongi
If that's the case then I'm all in ears. Actually whatever the case is, I'm just all in ears for you

Yoongi
I wouldn't have any problem if you wanna talk about the "pressing" matter between us. I just wanna tell you that what's between us wouldn't be a hindrance to our love for you. At least mine wouldn't be

Yoongi
When you came into our lives I thought I've seen an actual flightless angel in the flesh

Yoongi
Did you ever play Cupid and hit my heart with your love bow? Because that's how I exactly felt when my eyes fell on you

Jimin
Hyung? You're so good with words. I'm always amazed by that talent of yours

Jimin
You're an amazing person with an amazing heart. You were so kind to me when we first met and I especially admired you for that

Jimin
You were one of my inspirations. You handle yourself so well. I kind of looked up to you, even until now

Jimin
You've done quite a lot of good things especially to me. Thanks for thinking that I am special

Yoongi
You are. You're special. You are born special. You're precious and lovable. You're a gem

Jimin
Haha. Thanks Hyung. Really

Jimin
I'm so glad to have met you

Yoongi
I am so glad to have met you as well, Jiminie. But forgive my interruption. Why are you exactly telling me these?

Yoongi
I don't wanna assume of course. What you say is what I'd believe

Jimin
I'm telling you this because I appreciate you as a dear friend, so close to me. But as dear as you are, I only see you as my friend

Jimin
I have... been crushing on Hobi for the longest time. I'm sorry about this, I know I shouldn't be, but please let me be sorry about the whole thing.

Jimin
I was so damn happy when he started flirting with me. But you also did and I didn't know what to do. I know you guys are friends before I came. I didn't wanna break off what you guys already have

Jimin
I'm really sorry Hyung... Really, I am...

Yoongi
Hey, Jimin. Listen to me and listen to me good. It's all fine. Okay? I understand you and respect your choice. It's your decision to make, after all.

Yoongi
It's a pang in the heart. Of course I am hurt and will think about it for the rest of the week. But I accept whatever you give to me. It's best that you should know that

Yoongi
But can I ask what makes him different- stand out from the rest? From me?

Yoongi
I'm not questioning your choices. I just wanna know what he did or what you think he is that attracts you

Jimin
Well- you are very kind to everyone, especially to me. Truly kind. I see it, Hyung. I see it when you treat me special than the rest. But I wanted to feel more special. Hobi, I feel special when he's doing it. When he does something to me, I feel like he's only going to do it for me. I'm really sorry Hyung... I don't wanna tell you this out of respect. I don't want you to think little of yourself. He just... hits differently

Yoongi
Oh no, you don't have to be. I know my worth. I'm not insecure

Yoongi
Thanks for telling me this, Jimin. Just remember that I'm still here for you alright? As a friend that you can forever lean on

Jimin
Of course Hyung. Thank you... Really.

Yoongi
Before we call it a day, I have one last question for you. Did something happen recently that you had to tell me that you're already making your choice? Or did it just occur to you simultaneously?

Jimin
I was so sure of it when Hobi took me to the amusement park and we watched the fireworks display together while we held hands. It was so manly of him

Yoongi
He did take to the amusement park, didn't he?

Yoongi
I had a hunch, but now that you've confirmed it...

Yoongi
And to think that he mocked me about it...

Yoongi
Anyway, thank you for telling me everything you told me, Jimin. I respect everything you professed. Thanks for the time.

Jimin
Thank you for your time as well, Hyung. You can always lean on me as I can on you.

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