9th member of Stray Kids // y/n

chapter 21 ~ don't plan on stopping

You sit on the sofa completely, physically and mentally tired, after spending the night sleeping on Lino's sofa in the morning you had somehow dragged him to his room and he fell asleep almost instantaneously. Feeling bad about leaving without him knowing you write him a note expressing how he should stay at his parents as long as he needs and to not feel ashamed of grieving. Jeongin sits on the arm chair in the corner fully immersed in his phone and you notice beads of sweat running down his forehead. You go to pick up the remote on the coffee table to turn on the television when he suddenly shouts.

"FUCK."
And throws the phone across the room and ricochets of the opposite wall and bounces onto the carpet leaving a dent in the eggshell white wall. Your head swivels rapidly between the phone and him he gets up from the chair and makes his way towards the front door before leaving abruptly without saying anything. You sit there still completely shocked at his aggressive behaviour.

"What just happened?"
Standing up, you walk over slowly to the phone picking it up. The screen is completely cracked but it still manages to turn on, however the top part of the Lock Screen is black and it's glitching slightly. You place it on the table and turn back round to look at the door he left through, he didn't even take a coat with him - how weird. Just as you are about to leave to go after him Chan walks into the room trough the corridor holding his phone.

"You will never guess what - Hyunjin's parents aren't letting us see him till he's discharged and ready to go home."
Your attention is now fully on him.

"What? Is he okay?"
He shrugs his shoulders but his face still holds anger and he's clearly annoyed. He goes to sit down on the sofa and notices the smashed phone on the table.

"Isn't that Innie's phone why is it smashed?"

"He suddenly screamed 'fuck' and threw it across the room then just left without saying anything. I'm just as confused as you are."

You sit down next to him, throwing your legs over the top of his lap.

"Do you know when he's getting discharged?"

He sighs before starting.

"His parents sent the company an email and it just got forwarded to me an hour ago. Basically the doctors will keep him for another 4 days for examination then Jinnie is allowed to go home which will be on the 27th and then on the 29th he's going backfire a test and then depending on the results sent to a Rehabilitation Centre in Daejeon."

You sit in complete awe at what Chan just told you. Daejeon was quite far away from Seoul visiting him would prove a difficulty but even so he wouldn't be able to participate in the next comeback. Hyunjin is a vital team member in the group losing him would have a domino effect on everyone else.

"Wait so that means he wasn't using it as medicine but as a drug?"

Chris stares at the blank TV that is yet to be turned on.

"If they are sending him to Rehab thats all we need to know - I still don't understand where he got all that fentanyl from."

You shift closer to him putting an arm around his shoulder bringing him into a hug playing with his hair.

"Everything will work out I'm sure."

He turns around to face you and you're slightly caught off guard by how close you and chan are now feeling his breath hit your face. You stare at his lips for a second, thinking about how they would feel on yours. Looking up at him you both stare at each other for a moment. Then, a sudden burst of courage washes over you. Without saying a word, you give in to the desire in your heart. Leaning in and press your lips against his, softly, but firmly. You feel him return it, pulling you closer by the nape of your neck. You're slightly caught off guard by his swift movement but immediately give in to it placing both hands on his shoulders, letting him have a stronger hold on your waist. Your heart races in your chest, like never before. You pull away after a few seconds, breathless. Staring at each other for a moment, taking a second to process what just happened.

Your eyes glance down at chan's lips, noticing the pinkish and glossy colour, caused by the moisture on his lips. It's like his lips are calling you to kiss them again. But you're still too stunned at what just happened.

"Did..did that really just happen."

You ask Chan in a whispered tone. His hand is still on your neck and the other on your waist. He nods his head a few times.

"Yes...it did, and it felt amazing."
He smiles sweetly, dimples showing. You feel your heart melt once again. You grin and lean in for another sweet kiss, feeling Chan smiling against your lips. You rest your hands on either side of his face, pulling him closer. Heart beating faster every second, pulling away did not seem like an option. The kiss gets slightly messier, you feel chan slowly push his tongue into your parted lips.

Chan pulls away slowly, panting lightly. He gives you a sheepish smile, but his eyes had a certain hunger in them.

"That was something else..."
He mutteres quietly, it makes you shiver again, but not out of fear. You look into his eyes, pupils slightly dilated from the passion you two just shared. You still feel chan's breath on your face, his lips so close to yours.

"Do you think we can do it again?"

You ask him quietly, his hand, resting on your neck, rubs small gentle circles with his thumb and it's sending chills throughout your body. He gives you a smirk, pulling you even closer by the waist.

"I don't plan on stopping at all."
He then pulls you into another kiss, this one with even more passion than the others before. You feel his tongue explore your mouth even more, causing you to whimper quietly into the kiss. The low moans you let out makes him even more worked up, as he pulls your waist closer.You feel his heart pound through his chest, the rhythm matching yours almost perfectly. You can't get enough of him. You feel him pull away again and you're left breathless, wanting more. Chan stares at you, both your breathing is heavy. His lips are red and swollen from the pressure.

"You have no idea how badly i've wanted to do that, cant believe you did it first."
He mutters, his brain too mushy from the intense kiss you two shared moments ago. You let out a small chuckle, leaning your forehead on his.

"Channie, we've kissed before."
He shakes his head lightly.

"But not divinely as that."
You close your eyes as if your face isn't already hot, and your cheeks flushed a blush creeps up and you feel your ears turning red, which is noticed by him.

"Gosh I bearly say anything and look at the effect I have on you."
You whimper quietly from his words, the butterflys in your stomach threatening to come out, as you whine:

"Stop it you're making me shy."
He sits up properly and pulls you into a hug, chuckling, because if he has your face any closer he may not be able to stop himself from kissing you again. At that moment Jeongin clears his throat. Both your heads snap to the entrance, were he was standing, arms crossed and watch him walk into the living room to pick his phone up from the table. He inspects the damage and shots you a look.

"My God get a room seriously."

He rolls his eyes and makes his way to his own bedroom before slamming the door. You look back at Chan both embarrassed about the position your in and confused about Jeongins anger.

"How long was he standing therefore?"
Chan whispers, and you realise that one of your band mates may have seen you kiss the eldest.