Peace In The Noise

Hangover

You'd expect me to have woken up to the sun shining and the birds chirping after a night like last night but nope, instead I woke up cold and with a splitting headache. The only good thing about this morning is that I was apparently using Marko's chest as a pillow and his arm was wrapped around me. I gently moved his arm and got out of bed to go get a drink of water, but something wasn't quite right when I did get out of bed. It seemed I wasn't actually wearing any clothes other than my underwear, you might be asking why that's so strange and I'll tell you, I only ever wear pyjamas to bed. I peeked under the covers and widened my eyes when I realised Marko was in the same position as me. Did we? Surely not? To be honest, I can't remember a lot last night after we started eating ice cream. I ran my hand through my hair and quietly grabbed a hoodie from my drawer. As I was doing so, I noticed a purpleish mark on my neck and noticed a few more on my collar bone and chest and that gave me the answers I needed to know. Were we really not trusted to be in the same bed drunk?

After having a mini crisis, I eventually went downstairs to get a drink. I went through the medicine cupboard and found some ibuprofen. I took some and went and sat on the sofa. It was already 11am, later than usual. I heard the stairs and I looked round and seen Marko holding his head and I pointed to the kitchen where there was some ibuprofen left over. He came back through and I noticed the same purpleish marks on his neck. He sat down and ran his hand through his hair and sighed, I think I knew what was coming. ''Eva?'' He asked and I bit my lip and looked at him. ''Did we?...'' He trailed off and I shrugged. ''I mean, everythings pointing to yes but there's nothing to confirm it.'' I replied and we both sighed. ''I'm sorry Ev.'' He said regretfully and I looked at him, confusion clearly plastered on my face. ''I know I shouldn't be but, if we did do anything I wanted it to be special and instead none of us can remember it.'' I shrugged, I didn't really mind, we probably didn't even do anything. ''Listen Marko, we can't even be sure we did anything and besides, if we did it's not that big of a deal.'' Marko walked over and put his arm around me. ''We need to figure out if anything happened dušo. If it did, it's unlikely we used, anything...'' Why was he so awkward talking about this? ''I'll uh, go check the bin upstairs...'' Why was I so awkward talking about this?

I made my way upstairs and checked the bin, nothing. I checked the floor, nothing. I checked my bedside table and thank the lord, there was an empty wrapper meaning even if we did do it, nothing was to come of it. I placed it in the bin and collapsed onto my bed. I began to have flashes of last night and what happened with Marko. I have to admit, I was probably happier about this than I should've been. Marko came up to check on me, probably to make sure I hadn't died. ''Anything?'' He asked and I nodded. He came and layed next to me and spooned me. He placed his hand on my thigh and gently rubbed it with his thumb, this alone gave me butterflies. ''Darling, I love you.'' I smiled at his words, but it was still bugging me that nothing had happened for us to be official. Did Marko not think I was enough for that? I'm enough to fuck but not to be his girlfriend? Surely he wasn't that kind of guy right? Despite my worries I replied, ''I love you too.'' And he placed a soft kiss on my neck.

''You're so beautiful, so so beautiful.'' He said, continuing to place kisses on my neck. ''To think, I nearly didn't go and help my sister.'' I said, turning around to look at him. ''I'm so glad you did dragi. You're the best thing to ever happen to me.'' Could this actually be leading up to something? Or was I being delusional. ''I wish I could remember last night Ev, you deserve so much.'' I felt myself blushing, I could remember, if only he could too. ''I can remember snippets and trust me, you got nothing to be worried about.'' I said and he blushed and placed a gentle kiss on my forehead, then my cheek, then finally my lips. ''Ev, darling?'' He asked and I pulled away a little bit to see him better.

''Will you be my girlfriend?''

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Other notes: Apologies for the slightly short chapter, shits about to hit the fan >:)