Admiring From Afar (BkDk)

29 - 'Cate's Brother'

"And then my head said
'Are you gonna work, you gonna hurt, you gonna last forever?
Are we gonna make it, gonna break it, when it's now or never?
If it's gonna hurt, will it be worth it, and will I recover?
Are you gonna feel the way I feel? Are you for real, Cate's brother?'"

Deku POV
I stand in the common room with my classmates. They are somehow having another party, but regardless, I showed up. I took a few shots with Shoto to try to take the edge off.

I stare at Kacchan from across the room. He shotgunned another beer and then started to drink it as Mina cheered him on. Something about it was just hot, I don't understand.

"You're staring." Ochako whispers as I jumped.

"Jeez, you scared me." I say as I clutch my shirt.

"You're staring at Bakugou again, have you still not spoken to him?" She asks as I sigh.

"No, I did. And then we made out. And then I left again." I explain anxiously as she stares at me with wide eyes and her mouth open.

"What the fuck is wrong with you." She says as she flicks my forehead.

"Ow!" I yell out dramatically as she rolls her eyes. Unfortunately, my yelp got Kacchan's attention almost immediately. He glances over to me as I blush in embarrassment. He throws the empty can away and starts to walk over to me.

"Don't do anything stupid." Ochako whispers in my ear before leaving. When he finally gets to where I am, we stand before each other in silence.

"I heard you scream you little crybaby." He teases as I roll my eyes.

"Whatever, you just wish you heard a different scream." I mutter under my breath. Even in the dark room I can still see his red face, he heard me.

"Is that a challenge?" He says with a smirk and as my cheeks flush. I grab his hand to escape the loud music.

"I like this song." I whisper to him as we head to my dorm.

"You listen to Nirvana?" He teases as I roll my eyes again. Once we arrive at my dorm I open the door.

In a drunken haze I pull him close to me and pin him against the door. I press our lips together as we start to make out again. He pushes us off of the door and we trip and fall onto my bed.

I lie on the bed as he's on top of me, kissing me passionately. He easily slips his tongue into my mouth as I hold my hand in his soft blond hair. I hold his face close to mine as our tongues explore each other slowly. I feel butterflies in my stomach the longer the kiss goes on for.

When we finally pull away, we're both out of breath. We stare into each other's eyes as we pant. He smirks down at me as I blush more than I already was. He breaks our eye contact and leans in close to me.

"So, have you made up your mind then?" He whispers into my ear.

"I want you." I whisper back. He stares widely into my eyes after my bold statement.

"How drunk are you?" He jokes but I remain silent as we lock eyes again.

"I could ask you the same thing." I mumble out with a smile as he laughs.

"I want you...to be my boyfriend." He finally says. My eyes widen at his statement as my mouth hangs open slightly.

"Are you being for real?" I mutter quietly.

"Of course I fucking am." He says with an eye roll as I just stare at him.

"Oh."

"What the hell does that mean?" He asks hesitantly and I let out a sigh.

"I want to date you too." I mumble out as I avoid his gaze.

"Why are you so damn awkward about this nerd. We were literally just making out and I'm fucking on top of you." He jokes as I flush red again.

"I know, I know." I mutter under my breath as he laughs.

"You're such a tease." I say with a slight glare as he playfully rolls his eyes.

"You love it though." He jokes once more as I stare into his eyes again.

"I really like you." I whisper. His gaze on me softens as his eyes widen in shock. I realize what I just said and cover my face out of embarrassment.

"Feeling bold again are we?" He teases again as I punch his shoulder.

"I didn't mean to say that." I groan as he laughs. He takes my hands off of my face and smirks at me.

"I like you too nerd." I flush at his words and bury my head in his chest and he laughs again.

"Why are you so surprised?" Kat chuckles.

"We've know each other our whole lives. You have also always been in love with me." He teases as I gasp dramatically.

"That's not true!"

"Isn't it? You wrote me a love letter in middle school. I can't imagine the feelings died down a lot considering how much you like having my tongue down your throat." He says with a smirk as I turn the brightest shade of red possible.

"Shut up." I mutter under my breath.

"Make me." He mutters back.

I pull him quickly into another kiss and it slowly heats up again as we begin making out. Our tongues meet with anticipation as he holds me close to him. He explores every inch of my mouth as I hold my hand tightly in his hair. We pull apart once more to catch our breaths as we lock eyes again.

"You really are a good kisser." He mutters under his breath as I smirk at him.

"There's a lot of other things I'm good at." I tease as he blushes.

"Oh really?" He flirts back.

"I could keep you entertained all night." I whisper into his ear before licking it and a small shiver went down his spine. I begin to kiss the small area under his chin as I slowly trace his skin with my lips. I bite at his skin before making my way to his neck. He gasps roughly as I suck at his sweet skin before making my way down to his chest. I kiss the small area above his tshirt as he wraps his hand in my curls tightly.

"Fuck...where did you learn how to do this?" He says breathily. I stop sucking on his skin to look him in the eyes as he pants.

"Wouldn't you like to know?" I say with a smirk as he rolls his eyes. He takes a deep breath before speaking again.

"Have you...done this to someone before?" He asks hesitantly.

"Would you be jealous if I had pretty boy?" I whisper into his ear as he blushes.

"Fuck yes." He mutters under his breath as I laugh.

"Relax...you're my first." I whisper as I stare into his eyes.

"Good." He says with a smirk as I roll my eyes at him.

"You're so needy." I mutter as he glares slightly.

"And you aren't?" He laughs as I grumble.

"Just shut up and kiss me."