Admiring From Afar (BkDk)

30 - 'Psycho'

"Heard I moved on? Babe, that's real"

Deku POV
I wake up to the sound of my alarm clock blaring in my ear. I groan as I roll out of bed and head to the bathroom to shower. I mindlessly hum as I feel the warm water drip down my body. The scars on my arms catch my eyes, I didn't realize how much they stood out. I let out a sigh and tilt my head backward to let water run down my face.

For some reason Aku can't leave my mind no matter how hard I try. I can't believe that everyone knew what she did except me. Our whole relationship seems over exaggerated now that I think about it, like it was just a secret, that it wasn't real. While I thought we were just going slow.

I get out of the shower and quickly get dressed in my blue tshirt and black shorts. I know I should stop thinking about her but I just can't. She screwed me over and hurt me, but she doesn't even care. She felt nothing that whole time we were together.

Suddenly, my phone starts ringing. I answer it and silently curse when I hear the voice on the other line.

"Baby—" Aku starts to talk as I grit my teeth in annoyance.

"Don't." I cut her off. "I'm not speaking to you for a reason." I say as I roll my eyes.

"But Izuku—" I can hear her crying.

"You don't deserve to call me that anymore." I say with malice in my voice as she cries harder.

"I miss you...please take me back, I'm sorry." She sobs out as I roll my eyes again.

"Let it go and fuck off." I yell before hanging up. And then the phone starts ringing again. I pick up and get ready to scream again until I hear the voice on the other line.

"Izuku what's wrong, you sound angry." Kacchan says softly through the phone as I take a deep breath.

"It's nothing—how did I sound angry, I haven't even said anything?" I ask curiously as I try to calm down.

"Your breathing sounded irritated." He says as I giggle slightly.

"Only you would notice something like that." I say as I sit down on my bed.

"You're an open book to me Izu, I'll always be able to read you." He says honestly as I smile to myself. "And don't act like you can't notice fucking minuscule things about me." He jokes as I laugh again.

"Fair enough. So, why did you call." I ask as he lets out a sigh.

"I dunno honestly." He admits honestly as I roll my eyes with a smile. "Anyway, why were you so angry." He asks.

"Your stupid sister called me this morning, begging me to take her back. It made me want to cut my ears off if I'm being honest. The sound of her fake sobbing is like nails on a chalkboard." I say as my tone raises a bit accidentally.

"Calm down Izu, do you want me to come over?" He says softly as I smile again while bitting my lip.

"Yes please." I say through a sigh.

"Be there in 3." He says before hanging up. I lay down on my bed and stare at the ceiling. Soon enough I hear a knock on the door.

"It's open Kacchan." I say as I don't move. The door is quickly opened, but I'm surprised and pissed off by who walked in.

"What the heck do you want?" I ask as I roll my eyes at her presence. I sit up on the bed and stare at her fake tear stained face.

"I just want to talk to you, but you blocked me so I decided to come here." She said with a smile as she let a single tear fall down her face dramatically.