Admiring From Afar (BkDk)

27 - 'Lost the Breakup'

"Got the news just last month
That I am exhausting, and you're not in love
Didn't say it in those words
But I know how your tone works"

Deku POV
"So she's back with her ex?" Mina asks. "Guess she forgot about you pretty easily."

"I doubt she could ever move on that quickly, she definitely remembers all the shit we went through." I say through a sigh.

"You were kinda obsessed with her not gonna lie. And now we never see her." Mina mutters.

"How are you doing by the way?" Jirou asks sympathetically.

"I'm dealing with my feelings." I mumble but they hear me anyway.

"How heartbroken are you, be honest." Ochako says bluntly as my eyes widen. She then gets elbowed by her girlfriend. "Sorry. You don't have to say."

"I'm hurting but I know damn well I was the best thing that ever happened to her. No matter how much she tries to repress it with her ex." I scoff at the idea of her. "I might be a mess right now but she's the one who lost in the end." I say with a smile.

"Soon she'll have to face what she has done, and by the time she realizes what she lost, it'll be too late I reckon." Mina says encouragingly.

"And her ex is exactly like you." Ochako pipes in.

"Yeah she's got two types, nerdy and jocks." I say with an eye roll.

"In other news, I saw Bakugou leave your dorm this morning, did he stay the night?" Jirou asks with a smirk as I blush.

"I don't even really remember what happened to be honest. I just woke up and there he was, lying in my bed." One more thing to add, he was shirtless. Not sure why but he was. My face turns red just thinking about it.

"Yeah, you were pretty drunk." Mina says with a laugh.

"No way Bakugou was sober though." Ochako says as she glances at everyone else for an answer.

"I don't think so either, but he can fake sobriety well." Mina says as she leans against the wall of the kitchen.

"Sero said the two of them had a couple blunts and stuff before coming over. Something about needing confidence or whatever." Jirou said as she scrolled through her texts, pulling up the conversation.

I go back over what little memories I have of that night and my face blushes when I recall one in particular.

"I think I kissed him." I whisper out as they all turn and stare at me.

"WHAT?!?" Ochako yells as I stare at the floor with a bright red face.

"I don't know." I mutter out defensively.

"Damn." Mina whistles.

"I have to go talk to him!" I yell as I run out of the room.

"Get your man!" Ochako yells back.

I show up to Kacchan's dorm room out of breath as I hesitate to knock. A million thoughts run through my head as I debate what to do. There's no way I actually kissed him, right?

"Nerd?" He opens the door before I even have the chance to knock. I take a deep breath as I walk into his dorm room.

"You okay? You're out of breath and your face is fucking red." He asks as I sit down on his bed with my eyes on the floor.

"Yeah...just thinking." I whisper out as he sits next to me.

"Been doing that a lot recently." He admits as I turn to look at him.

"Do you remember last night?" I say as I clench my teeth.

"Yeah, I'm assuming you do as well since you're here." He chuckles as I blush harder.

"So, I did kiss you?" I ask, hopeful I didn't.

"You kissed me alright, and then you told me you were over my sister." He says with a smirk as my mouth hangs open a little. How could I let this happen?

"Don't sweat about it." He says as he wraps an arm around my shoulders.

"So do you—"

"Of course I fucking liked the kiss, I wouldn't have let you if I didn't want you." He laughs as my face somehow turns even more red.

"Shut up." I mutter out quietly as I hide my face in his chest.

"I'm so embarrassing." I say through a muffled voice.

"You look cute when you get all red, you know that?" He whispers into my ear. I feel like screaming to be honest. I pull away from his chest to look him in the eyes. He brings my lips to his gently as I feel butterflies in my stomach. We continue to kiss for several moments before pulling apart, a little out of breath.

"Fuck you're a good kisser." He says with a smirk. I laugh at his comment as I lean forward to kiss him again. He pulls me into his lap as the kiss gets a little heated. I pull away before anything too serious happens.

"Hold up, we're not even dating." I say through a pant.

"And whose fault is that?" He says with a chuckle.

"I don't think I can do this right now." I whisper to him. He nods understandingly but before he can respond, I bolt out the door.

"Izuku, wait!" I hear someone yelling at me as I storm down the hallway. "Fuck off Aku." I yell back.

"Why were you with my brother just now!?" She yells as she quickly catches up to me.

"None of your damn business." I scoff at her before her arm latches on to my wrist.

"But it could be." She pleads as she pulls me back from running down the hallway. I scoff at her antics as she continues to speak to me. I try to get out of her grip without hurting her but it doesn't work well.

"We should get together!" She begs with a smile as I roll my eyes. Maybe I'll just have some fun with this.

"I'm kinda busy, maybe stay in touch?" I laugh at her pathetic begging. She starts to cry at my statement before letting go of me and running off.

Oh shit, I won the breakup.