The covid years

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The covid Years were very trying on me because of the simple fact, as I was not a very patient person to begin with and I had to wait for everything to reopen.It was kind of a pain in the ass, to be honest. And that was just what it was.I couldn't get out of my own childhood home except to walk at first and they did not start with a mask until they started with the idea that they might work so I was able to walk around.Take pictures of the whole thing like for the journalism but that was about the end of it there Then things started getting toxic with my home life. And I decided to move out. I was finished period from being called ashamed anward and the grocery store by some Yahoo to be called everything on the Sun because of my ethnicity at the time that being said, I just wanted the heck out of that town.
The final straw was the fact that my mother was cheating on my father and I wanted nothing to do with her at the time.So I decided a good move would be to move out and forget that they even existed.Although I try to forget they exist.Sometimes they're still there, but anywait is very disturbing.To be honest with you to see that your life goes to shit In a matter of days to hours because of just She's stressed and all of it in between.It's kind of sad.To be honest with you, I didn't want to deal with it anymore.So I ended up saying this is it?I'm done.I'm gonna move out because I don't trust anyone in the family at the time.They were my family but now they're just quote relatives . Who really don't give one rat's behind about what I do or if I exist. So I created my own family by moving to a group home where I live. Now there I have made friends and have made also family. There period but the main thing about what I learned about the COVID years was the fact.  That I was starting to get a little bit more patient. I was starting to get stable. And I was actually making friends and not just on Facebook but also on real life as well. It was a big learning curve, the COVID years. To be do especially being patient trying to be patient for tattoos and piercings. We're a pain in the butt especially.  Add what he wanted To buy something It had to be through Amazon. I ended up developing patients through this by being well. I'm chosingly patient to the idea where I had to be patient with the Post Office and the male system as at the time that they were very slow because of the pandemic. I Still saw from Amazon now.  And then more now than then, but still I go to other places that have more free stuff. Li've learned a lot since the COVID years, particularly artificial. With time that is I still have to be patient with some people. Certain people and certain personalities just drive me insane, as it would be being an Aspirin person.  To be honest with you, I can only stand a certain types of personalities. I don't know which one's there. But I just know there's a profile. I stand by and there's 1 person I honestly cannot stand I'm not gonna mention their name but anyways, they just annoy the heck out of me. They don't fit the profile of what a friend would be. I'm sorry to say that.
Now I'm learning about patients with people and trying to communicate my grievances without going insane or driving. Other people insane myself that being sad is kind of a hard deal. It's a radio, to be honest with you. Having to learn to be patient with people and also to now learn communication. Proper communication that will be a lot better. No more half truths as half truths are ones that will get you into trouble and the other person in the even more trouble if you tell a 1/2 truth.  I am not one for lying but sometimes I do tell half cruise to get my way.I don't know why that is.It's just the way it is anyways.That being said I I'm trying to communicate with the full truth. Not a 1/2 cruise, and I'm trying to learn that. People are worth as much time as time itself. When it comes to patience as well? That being said, I'm not really very good with some people as I said.
And sometimes with these people that just want to have fun and tell jokes.Those are the people that I like to get a little snitty and room too.Because I can't really understand the idea.Of just living your life.Wise curiously and just telling jokes, as it is.When really you shouldn't be telling a joke when it's not an appropriate time.

-T.M.

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