Fevertree: my life stories (shortstories)| book 2| complete ✔️

The last buckle

The buckle in my knees was when i broke up with my now ex boyfriend! This being said this was not a decision that I had to take lightly. It was not like going to the bathroom or choosing tattoo or ice cream flavourless was major surgery. If you were to say that to be honest with you, I did not like having to make this decision. I spent most of the night all night a few nights ago trying to figure out what should I do about this this liar!  You wondering why I called someone who I once loved a liar well because for the simple fact was that he did lie, he didn't lie with his mouth, but he lied with his actions, which was a lot more hurtful than anything else. I don't like liars! This is why we have polygraph machines.... To be one  to tell you I can smell bullshit a mile away!  With it is intentional or not..... that being said he was the unintentional lying....why because he had a disability and did not know the difference from right or wrong....genuinely!
What did he do.....well as I was at base ball and was expecting my boy friend at the time and was meet with a jerk!   Something that was out of his character!  He kept mentioning a hot girl named Amanda who was extra nice and gave him stuff!  He even showed me her love gifts to him!  That was when my god given intuition came into play.....so I asked him who this Amanda girl was and he beat around the bush.....something I can't stand and is indicative of deceit!

I could being calm because of the simple fact that I wanted to continue being in the special Olympics and did not want any drama. To be honest!  I one to give the situation the dignity that sort of deserved, after all I was with the bugger for a year!  That was the most devastating part was that it was over a year or a little over the year!    When the baseball game was done that being said I wanted to be escorted to the van! For the the simple fact that I would get into cat fight with him, something I did not want to do!  That was a horrible feeling and d the whole night I wanted to vomit and most of the friday 28th of June of the year 2024.    That being said I requested that the head of the house was to e contacted and that I made my final decision, that was when the, hopefully, the last buckle went to my knees.  This time I could feel it  coming on and then I felt like crying!  I was deeply upset but it had to be done!  

That night before:  
I was able to research on the topic of signs of cheating  online and on YouTube , while doing the YouTube searching I found relationship advice from a benevolent imam of Islam who rang through my heart that I use my intuition. And be more in touch with my maker!   That being said I never prayed so fucking hard in my life, that  time will help me heal and that it will bring closure to me  instead of human closure! Let's say that humans are very flawed creatures!     That being said I will be praying to whatever is up there and was responsible for the creation of the universe and preciding big bang!

I know there will be more buckles that I would have to deal with the time comes! 

Some of the consequences are then I will be single and that I will not be able to be welcome to that particular house for ever I think!  As they were not impressed with my previous behaviour.....let's say there were lies before and that I was going to break up with dope before!   (That being said I do know that he has limitations)

To be honest with you....i did not enjoy the idea that he was unhappy with me at the end and was not fourth right with me!  As I was upfront with everyone I am saying hello!   Let's just be honest people!