Fevertree: my life stories (shortstories)| book 2| complete ✔️

Wierd dreamscapes

I've always had weird dreams when I was a kid even to this day the weirdest dream still come about I will dream the damnedest thing. It feels like I may have taken DMT sometimes or sometimes it feels like I took or something to that effect. Where are you end up feeling like the dream is actually a hallucination but really I'm asleep in my bed and I don't Find anything else wrong with me at the end of the dream except well fuck that was a strange dream would come out of my mouth or maybe that was a horrible dream that would come out of my mouth or something to that and I'd have to tell myself it was just a dream not a hallucination nothing real just a goddamn dream and dream is basically a hallucination at night when you end up going in Rams sleep that being said I ended up Finding out that I have really since eighth grade usually these types of things are when you are about the same time when you're past life memory stop around but it never stopped for me because I am just the oddball out. I've always been the oddball out and nor do I care about that because I'd rather be an oddball than anything else and have these weird dreams sometimes they're upsetting sometimes they're rage losing sometimes they very pleasant. It depends on my mood. It's like going on a trip and I don't mean a travelling trip. I mean literally when you're sleeping trippy things happening to you being dream interpretation because I have a lot of weird escapes that I want I wonder what the hell is going on that being said I've had some strange ones in my life somewhere past life flashback somewhere just weirdness out of the blue and somewhere just fearful nightmares that I had out of PTSD but most of all they're just what they are, but I just wanna know what they meant kinda like the spoons that I had I just wanna know what some of them mean if they are sticking out like a sore thumb and stuff like that!
Some of my dreams have become of them have become books or whatever some of them have decided to just be short stories or poems if I remember them that is that being said if I don't remember them, they just whisper away into nothing and I don't think about them I used to have them a lot when I was 5 to 6 years old. I'd always have nightmares screaming in the night nightmares and my mother would get I think she would've been annoyed at the time and she would have to comfort me tuck me back in and stuff like that. I remember that correctly I like the attention, but I didn't like the dream that cause the attention, the OK go back to sleep take Whatever and stuff like that soon enough I would have to have a night light until I was about 19 years old yeah was sad that I had a nightlight until I was about 19 to 30 years old. That's a long stretch but yeah since I was a little kid all the way up till I was 30 I've had a night light to this day, I still have this lamp on in my room that I use For sleep only and sometimes to read at night if I've had a bad nightmare that being said, do I really suggest having a nightlight or a lamp on when you go to sleep? Yes, I do if you've had some weird dreamscapes in your life!

I wish I could remember so I can compile a bunch of stories like a dream journal sometimes I wish I could just remember them for the sake of remembering them, but there was one thing I remembered correctly when I was in ninth grade, I paused dream and started up again the next night, which was very unusual. My father said that is unusual and uncanny that you can do that like a movie. You can pause the movie. Go get what you want , the movie and from where you left off and be done with it that being said that's what I can do with some of my dreams and it's kind of unusual. This is why I think I'm a bit of a shaman at times and I have been noticing that I've been more than anything over the years.!
And being able to dream and come back to it later as it was DVD movie or VHS movie last just damn Erie to be honest with you, but it is  shamanic!   Which allowed me to believe that I might have some other eerie abilities only to find out that I still remember my past lives. I still remember this. I still remember that from the past lives from other bodies, other star systems and like it is kind of eerie to remember life That is not yours exactly but it may as well be your current one at this point in time, it is very unusual, but it is eerie. Also, I have one for the speed world as well as one for real as well, kind of eerie to be honest with you I must tell you that I had escorted like psychopomp escorting my mother and other various people to their final places in the spirit realm. My mother's version of heaven is Europe that being said, I knew she was gonna be in a safe place. I escorted my father to the afterlife as well prematurely because he was fed up with his body, not working as I mean by dementia!

-T.M.