SUNSHINE IN THE DARKNESS ⭐🌻

chapter -33

(BARCODE POV)
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"Maa...... I really don't want to go. I'm fineee!!!", i said while whinnying.

"Barcode. It's just a regular checkup. There is nothing wrong to go ", ma said.

"Phi please tell her that I'm fine. I don't need to go ", i said holding phi's hand.

"Codey. We know you're fine. But you know, what you've gone through for the last few months. And as i said before, we can't lose you code. So please go for our sake, please!!", phi said holding my hand gently.

I was left with no choice. I know last few months wasn't easy for me. First phi jeff then arun and now that fucking asshole. Why everyone wants to make my life hard???, i asked myself.

"Okay phi. But only for once. ", i said with a puppy eyes.

"Okay. Btw arun called last night. He got into an accident so he couldn't come to see you. But he told me you are not picking his calls or answering his massages. Is everything alright?", phi asked.

I couldn't bring myself to say all the things arun has done in the past. Of course i hate phi game but it doesn't mean I'll justify aruns wrong doing. What he had done to phi game , is not something to forgive.

"Phi...." I said.

"Hmm."

"Can you please not allow arun to come near me ?? ", i said .

"Is everything alright code ?? Why you're saying it?", maa asked.

"It's nothing. I just don't want to see him now", i said before looking other way.

Phi seemed to guess something but didn't say anything.

"Maa , don't worry I'll take him to the doctor after his shoot today. ", phi said to ma.

"You go take some rest.", she said before moving maa upstairs.

After making sure that maa was gone phi came to me.

"Code... I know you're hiding something. What's it ??", she asked looking into my eyes.

"It.... it's...noth.. nothing phi. ", i said stuttering.

"Code!!!!",

I sighed. I knew I can't hide it from phi anymore. I told her everything that had happened before i attempted suicide. She was shocked. She couldn't believe that arun was a person like this just like me.

"How could i never noticed it , code!? How can i leave you with him ??", phi said in disbelief. 

"Phi , it wasn't your fault. Arun was always there for me so we never imagined something like this. But who knows what would have happened if i didn't realize his intention before ", i said smiling looking down.

"You don't have to smile code. Don't worry. From now on , your phi will protect you always. But I've a question ", she looked at me.

"While you were in the operation theater, a male urologist went inside. And after he came outside he was quite anxious. Is there anything we need to know , code ?", phi asked.

I knew exactly what phi wanted to say. But how could i tell her that someone forcefully did that to me and i also couldn't resist at least?? I was embarrassed.

"Phi....", i was looking down.

"You don't have to tell me if you don't want to code. Just don't force yourself baby. You're growing up. You know what is right and what is not. But I'll appreciate if you say everything to your doctor at least ", she said before leaving me alone.