(BARCODE POV)
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i was so angry that day that nothing came to my mind. I wanted to slap him so hard but i couldn't. My whole body was shaking because of the anger.Everytime i try to forget the past you have to do something harsh to me , don't you?? I'll fucking kill you this time. I said to myself.
I didn't talk to him after that day. Everytime i saw him the image of him hugging that bitch was coming into my mind.
And soon his birthday came. It was the day before his birthday and i was out with the cast. P'jeff was also there.
I didn't know why but he left his phone on the table and went to the washroom.
Suddenly he got a notification. Even though I didn't want to peek at his phone but i couldn't unseen it.
"I'm here phiiii. I know you're angry at me. But i promise you. You're birthday will be the best birthday. And I'll make it so awesome that you'll forget about him and accept my love ❤️",
I laughed at the text. Forget about me, huh ?? If i don't make you regret coming here my name is not barcode. I said in my mind.
Then i texted him back asking him to meet me by pretending to be phi jeff. I knew well that phi didn't love him. But my anger was making it unable to control it whenever i saw him.
Maybe because of our damn past and the whole year of frustration, even a single thing was making me blow my mind.
Next day on jeff's birthday , i went to meet him.
"Why you're here ?? Where is phi jeff??", ran asked.
I took my sunglasses off and set Infront of him.
"I'm the one who called you here. So why he would come ?", i asked.
"You....how do you know his password ?? ", he asked. He was obviously angry. And i definitely wanted him to be angry.
"I know more than his password. Do you want to know??", i said. Then i leaned forward and said quietly. "i even know his habit during sex. So why wouldn't i know about the password??"
He looked flushed.
I leaned back. "I know you helped him during his treatment but don't think you can take my place ever. I don't like to share my thing. He is MINE. and he will always be. " , i said and stood up.
"He isn't yours. Do you know how much pain he went through just to be the way you wanted him to be ?? Everytime he had a breakdown, i was the one standing by his side. Everytime he felt pain , i was by his side taking care of him. Why didn't you come ?? ", he asked.
I looked at him. "There is many things, guy like you won't understand. ", i said. Not wanting to explain myself.
He looked devastated. Tears rolled down his chin. "Do you know the first time he kissed me being drunk, he called out your name. Even after that i tried to endure the pain and make him mine but when he realized that I'm not you. He pushed me away ",
I was taken back by his word. I tried to control mu anger but i couldn't. I slapped him on his face.
"This is for trying to take advantage of him. Don't ever think that you'll ever be me. I'm letting you go this time. But if you ever try to come between us ...... I don't know about p'jeff. But I'll kill you with my own hands ", i said and left.
My whole body was shaking. In this one year , many times I Heard p'tong talking to him on his phone about his health. Many times i heard p'tong asking his friend why he was so much in pain.
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Fanfiction"I love you .. i love you so fucking much that it's hurts. It's hurts when you behave like this." , barcode thought while trying to control the tears but looks like the tears are their own. Even trying hard to not cry it was getting out of control...