SUNSHINE IN THE DARKNESS ⭐🌻

chapter -38

(JEFF'S POV)
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I fall on the bed as i saw him walking towards the bathroom. He didn't looked back.

"and please after the series end , don't show me your face again ", barcode said before entering the bathroom.

I couldn't take my eyes off him. My eyes were getting blurry. Am i crying? I thought.

I touched my face . A warm water drop fall from my eyes. I couldn't believe what he just said.

Or i didn't want to believe. I just wanted to make my wrong right.

He must be lying. He have to lie. I did all these because he provoke me. He ... He .... I couldn't find any word to complete my thoughts.

Slowly slowly i realized what i had done.

The only word which was ringing inside my head was , "please don't make me hate you "

How could you do this jeff ??? How could you?? You promised him not to hurt him so how could you break your own promise?? I asked  myself .

"No...no.. I've to make everything right. I can't let him go. I can't lose him. ", i said to myself and rushed to the bathroom door.

As soon as i came Infront of the door , i heard crying from the inside.

He was crying. He was crying because of me. How could i do this ?? How could i do these disgusting things to him again??? I thought.

I couldn't get the courage to open the door. I fall on the ground. I set by the door while barcode cried his eyes out.

"I'm sorry baby. I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to. I swear i didn't mean to do this. I don't know what happened to me. Please... Please forgive for the last time code. Please ", i said while tears dropped from my eyes.

I started remembering everything i did to him today.

When he told everyone that nanon was his boyfriend and he was going to move on. I couldn't take it. I couldn't take the idea of him being with someone else other than me.

I wanted to make him mine. And that madness brought me to spike his drink and took him here j in the forbidden place of my house.

The side of mine which i never wanted to show him , was seen by him.

"How could you do this jeff satur ?? How??" , I asked myself.

Barcodes tears were cutting into my hearts. "you promised him that you won't make him regret so why ?? Why did you do this ?? " , i asked myself again.

After a while he opened the door. I stood up seeing him coming out.

His eyes were red. He didn't look at me.

"My phone", he said while wearing his clothes.

I went to the drawer beside the bed and took his phone out.

I handed over the phone to him. He started walking away.

"Barcode", i called him out.

He didn't looked back but stopped.

"I'm sorry.... I didn't mean to do this. I don't know what happened to me ", i said crying.

He didn't looked back but said , "Do you know, i was going to forgive you for whatever you did today. But......", he paused.

I kept silent and let him talk.

"I don't want to see your face again phi..... I know we've to shoot again. And even if I don't want to , I'll have to face you. But for god sake. If you have ever felt even a bit of sympathy for me, don't talk to me again except while doing the scene. I don't know if I'll be able to keep another secret or not", he said and left without looking back.

I looked at his back the whole time. Not only his tears but his every single words were like a knife to my heart which was cutting my heart into thousand little pieces.

I couldn't dare to say anything. I stood there , listening the sound of him leaving.

You've finally lost him Jeff. You successfully lost the only light of your life. I thought while breaking down in tears.

(BARCODE POV)
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Every step i was taking felt like i was walking on a bed of thorn's . It was already night time. I was sure that everyone was worried sick about me. But how could i see into their eyes??

I felt disgusted thinking about everything. I didn't want to go home. But it was raining heavily.

Even though the rain was making me clam but my body was too weak to handle it. 

Suddenly my phone vibrated and i saw ohm calling me.

"Buddy where the hell are you?? I'm gonna kill you if i find you seriously", he said.

"Why?", i asked . My voice was breaking. My throat was hurting.

"What happened?? Why you're sounding like this ??", he asked. I could feel him panicking through the phone.

"Can i stay at your place tonight?? Is nanon there??", i asked holding my neck. It was paining so much that even a single word was hurting me.

I don't know how I managed to say all those things to jeff.

"Obviously you can. And nanon. He is not letting me stay by his side today. So don't worry about him ", he said.

"Ok. See ya ", i said.

I hanged up after talking. I send a text to phi telling her that I'll stay at ohm's place for few days.

After sending her the text , i grabbed a texi and went to ohm's apartment.

(NANON'S POV)
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"Who the hell is ringing the bell so late at night???", i asked ohm.

"Oh , it might be codey. He said , he will crash here tonight ", ohm said before opening the door.

Barcode was standing outside drenched in the rain.

"Oh my god. Did you walk in the rain or what ?? Come inside fast", ohm said as he gave barcode space to come in.

"Were you so lost in love that didn't care about the rain ??", i asked teaching him while giving him the towel.

"Thank you ", he said. His voice was harsh. It felt like , he was roughly managing to say a word.

Suddenly i noticed a red mark on his mouth. I rushed to him and hold his chin up.

"Ouch!!", he whined in pain.

"What happened to your mouth??", i asked. Ohm also noticed the mark and came closer.

"No.. nothing", he said stuttering.

"Barcode don't make me angry. What happened??", i asked angrily. I knew something has happened. His body was burning up, he had marked on his face.

"Non...", ohm called out and pointed towards his hands and neck which had blue marks on them.

But before i could say anything barcode rushed to the toilet and started vomiting.

"Barcode... Barcode what happened??", i asked in panic. I was having a bad feeling.

Something is wrong. I thought in my mind.

"I'm calling the doctor. ", ohm said rushing to call the doctor.

Suddenly we heard a loud bang from the washroom.

"BARCODE... BARCODE WHAT HAPPENED?? OPEN THE DOOR. ", i screamed but no one replied.

"Ohm , don't you have the spare key to every lock? Bring it fast ", i said panicking.

"Clam down. Everything will be alright. I'm bringing the keys. You call him see if he response ", ohm said before rushing to take the keys.

"Code ... Please open the door. Please ", i said. Tears were dripping from my eyes. I felt scared. What if something happened to him ?? I just asked myself.

Ohm brought the key and opened the door.

We rushed inside to dee barcode laying on the ground unconscious.