Indecisive - A JAMAICAN Story

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POV
SARA-MIA CHIN

2 weeks later

We were supposed to be on the next plane home, but Aunty Beryl said No.

Beryl man get tek

Am saying

But here I am without light and water in my man's parents house.

Suppose dem neva have tank and generator ?

Meeda dieeeee

Matteo was nibbling on my boobs while I laid on the bed and was scrolling through Tiktok.

Looking up at me he smiled " meeda stay yahsuh wull day "

Murdaaa betta call mibmommy yere

I only shook my head.

" mommy " I heard Asiere's voice from behind the room door.

Matteo quickly stop sucking on my boobs , fixed my clothes and laod beside me .
I started laughing so hard.

Love me a man that respects me and my child

Opening the door Asiere was now in sight " mommy" he said with a sad face .

Mi cyah believe him a soon 5 , tun big man pan mi tpc ( to pussyclaat)

Right

" Wahm to yuh Dada?" I asked now sitting up .

" mommy how my daddy neva yet call me or come to see me?" He asked now crying

Matteo got up walked to the door lifting Asiere up and bring him to sit on the bed where I was.

Never had I expected to talked about this so soon . Will he hate me for the truth?

If him hate mi I'd kill myself swear

Him a mi everything mi cyah lose him to

Tears welled up in my eyes while I sat speechless.

Turning to look at Matteo he was already looking at me ready to speak since I've never talk about Alexandro to neither of them.

Only Popsi knows about this.

Should I call him?

For what reason girl ?

That's true

Holding his hands I sigh and began speaking " I was going to tell you soon baby I just didn't know how to "

jesus mi heart

Matteo was on his phone but i knew he was listening

i continued " Asiere yuh fada dead before yuh did even born "