"Lia stop fuck round wid mi bredda...right now yah mek mi head chip!"he yells.
"Weh mi a do?..no you seh a did just wah one night thing!"i said sarcastically.
" Yuh know seh yah fucking get on top a mi nerves,"he says grabbing my hand.
"Or yuh ju...
"Miss Billings we'll have to take her now,"said the nurse.
I hardly had any strength left in my body...i didn't want her to leave but i had no choice. Mi heart literally feel like e did ago stop.
She took the baby and i watched as they zipped up the body bag and carried her out.No tears not even did left fi mi cry yute,mi feel like mi did ago dead.
"Hush mi baby....it all ago be alright,"said my mother comfortingly as she hushed me,my head laying in her lap.
I was starting to shiver as i forced out the few tears that remain,look pon e future weh we did plan fi e baby and all e clothes weh we did already have....how mi ago bear fi live wid miself.
The entire night was filled with mourning mixed with the sound of rain and thunderclaps,this will be a night that i will never forget.
Author's POV
After Lia's still birth her life completely changed,she felt as if it was her fault the baby died and every day she could be found in the baby's room looking at the baby's things crying bitterly.
Ziddy was just as hurt,after selling his company the only thing that encouraged him was Lia and the baby,but after that night he just felt lost.
Nia tried contacting him,but her name alone made him hate himself even more as he remembered how he almost caved in to committing adultery with her.
There conversations were pretty poor,Lia felt like she had disappointed Ziddy and that probably he didn't love her as much anymore but as for Ziddy he just kept on blaming himself.
They had Zoriah's body cremated and kept it in a jar for her remembrance, all i could say that the death of the baby kind a caused a separation between them and that was not good.
Even though the situation was at it worse little did they know that things were just about to get even more worst....lets look at it from Lia's point of view.
Lia's~
It has been about 5 month and a half since Zori died, I sat in her room looking at the things we had bought.
Sometimes,i wonder if i will ever be able to even have another child or if Ziddy will want us to have a baby together again,he has been acting very distant ever since and i really can't blame him.
"Uh alright?"and i turned around and saw him at the door.
"Yeah,"i said swallowing hard to try and remove the harsh feeling at the back of my throat signalling that i was going to cry.
"Yuh sure?"he asked coming to sit beside me wrapping his arms around me.
"Kinda,"i said feeling the tears boil up when he hugged me.
"Well...come on then,"he said getting up and pulling me with him.
"Weh we ago?"i asked confused as i wiped way the trickle of tear.
"Mi a tek yuh out go some where,"he said as he finally stopped in our room.
"For?"i asked.
"Oh so mi cyah carry out mi wife no more,"he said looking at me and i laughed.
"Mi no wah because a weh happen fi we relationship get ruin cause mi no plan fi give up...so fi tek yuh mind offa it fi awhile mi a carry yuh go someweh,"he said wrapping his arms around my waist and giving me a kiss.
"Fi wah while mi think yuh did start hate mi,"i said.
"Yuh mad...how mi fi hate yuh when a you a mek mi live right now,"he said and i laughed shaking my head.
I started to get ready,doing my hair and trying to decide which outfit i should wear. I eventually chose the green silk dress since it was kinda letting me feel like my old self again.
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I was almost finished when Ziddy came in the room,he stopped at the door looking kind of speechless.
"A wah...yuh nuh like it?"i asked and he started smiling.
"A wah?"i asked trying to get a word out of him but he only stood there grinning.
"Bwoy....b yuh look sexy yuh fuvk,"he said holding my hand and spinning me around.
"Mek mi feel fi stay home wid yuh instead,"he said again now looking down at me,one hand holding me close and the other holding my neck,lifting my chin so i was now looking up into his face.
I couldn't think of what to say ,he was now so close and even after all these years with him i all of a sudden felt awkward.
"A wahm?"he asked seeing the uneasy look on my face.
"Nutting,"i said stepping back a bit.
Stop tell mi lie b...a wah do yuh,"he said a bit sternly.
"Ano nutting mi just feel kinda awkward after weh happen,"i said.
"Oh."
There was a moments silence and then ziddy said he was going to leave.I got my bag and then went downstairs and into the car.The entire journey was complete silence and i wish i hadn't mentioned the topic.
I was expecting him to take me to a restaurant but instead i found him pulling up into a little villa. We had been travelling for quite awhile and I had fallen asleep,it was when i felt the car slow to a stop that i woke up.
"Which part we deh?"i asked.
"Some weh fi tek yuh mind off a tings,"he said as he got out and opened my door.
I stepped out of the car and looked around it was very dark by then and all i could really see was the dimly lit entrance to the villa.
He lead the way and i followed him inside,it was a gorgeous little space not too extra super nice.
Too be continued...
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Hi guyssss sorry for not updating a Beryl cause e...how are yall doing??...i'll start updating now but just wanted to let you know i didn't stop writing on purpose....vote guysss....love youu
