- OT8
Chan- she stood in front of me tears running down her cheeks looking down at the ground. My heart shattered at how fragile she looked. "I'm sorry I wasn't enough" the crack in her voice broke me. I was never going to get past this and this would forever be my number one regret in life. "(Y/n)" I began but she shook her head. "I don't want to hear anything. I just came to apologize for not being good enough and then leave. I left your box with my key in your room." I wanted to reach out for her but I knew this was my fault. "I'm sorry" I struggle trying not to cry.
Lee Know- the door opened and my eyes widened. She had been gone for a few weeks due to work and I didn't know when she was coming back. I looked down at the person half-naked under me on the bed and back at her. She nods closing the door. I ran after her in a panicked daze. "Wait" I catch her at the door. She turns around and just stares blankly at me. I could. It read her I could not feel her she was a brick wall in front of me. "Yes?" She says emotionless. I fall to my knees and take her hand in mine. "I'm sorry" I choke back tears. "I value loyalty and honesty. You broke that so you don't get to say sorry" She opened the door and walked out of my life forever.
Changbin- I walked into the dorm already fighting on the phone. I could have hung up and dealt with it another time but it was a serious matter and my strong emotions would not let me pull away. "I already told you I don't want an excuse. You cheated and I want nothing to do with you period." Did I still care for her? Yes! Was I willing to live with the anxiety of her doing it again if I took her back? No! I could not do that to myself. "Look in a few months we can reevaluate still being friends but you cheated you made this mess and I want nothing to do with it or you again. Goodbye." I hung up and blocked her number. I gave her everything and she still cheated.
Hyunjin- Leaving (Y/N) in Korea while I traveled the world for fashion shows or tours was hard. I always questioned if she had anyone else or if she was cheating on me. She proved time and time again that she was not cheating on me. Our last argument was so bad I thought she hated me by the end of it. I went out got drunk and ended up sleeping with a model. I woke up to the model gone but (Y/N) sitting in the chair in the corner of the room. "I came here to repair things but it seems like you finished shattering them." She was hurt and I was starting to get that defensive feeling but I couldn't argue back. She already knew what I had done. "I'm sorry" Was all I could manage to get out. "I proved to you that I was loyal but maybe I shouldn't have trusted you so easily." She stood up and walked out of the room and disappeared.
Han- Her moans wouldn't disappear from my head. She fucked my best friend and pretended like nothing ever happened. I trusted her and yet somehow my best friend was still better than me. I sat across from her in the living room just staring at her. I didn't love her anymore. All my feelings were replaced with pain, anger, and disappointment. "I think we need to break up." Her head shot up from her phone with fear in her eyes. "Why do you want to break up?" She asked obliviously. It made me want to scream. "You fucked my best friend. I tried to get past it but I couldn't. You didn't even know I knew about it and I just can't even look at you the same way. "Hannie!" She began to cry but I wanted nothing to do with it. "This will be my last time seeing you. I hope you have a good life (Y/N).
Felix- I watched her kiss her guy best friend that she told me not to worry about. His hands on her ass and the tongue áction on full display. I wanted to cry but I kept cool. "I'm getting out of here" I whisper in Chris's ear gesturing to (y/n). "Are you okay? Do you want us to go home with you" I shook my head but I knew Changbin and Hyunjin would follow me home anyway. (Y/n) got to the house before me. Not sure how but I didn't really care. "Hey baby" she tried to hug me but I pushed her away. "Go home," I told her. "Are you okay?" She asked cluelessly. "I don't know how about you go ask Eddie since you had your tongue down his throat a few minutes ago." Her face dropped and the instant regret entered her eyes. "I'm sorry Felix," she said barely above a whisper. I wanted to yell at her and make her feel as bad as I did. But I opened the door and closed it behind me leaving her in my past.
Seungmin- Growing up I struggled to differentiate if people liked me for me or my money. When I got to high school I met this beautiful and amazing girl that I ended up falling in love with. She refused expensive gifts and dates and just wanted to spend time with me. Her face popped up in my mind as this random girl from the bar grinded on my lap as we made out. "I can't continue, l am sorry" I pushed her away and left the VIP room of the bar. Turning the corner my biggest fear came true. "(Y/N) baby what are you doing here?" Her face was red and her eyes were puffy. The tears still streamed down her face as she tried to smile through the pain. "I was told you were here so I came to see you but um..." Her voice started to crack and my heart started to break. "I am so sorry, let's go to the car." Sitting in the car She sniffled quietly trying to hide her tears. "Was I not enough?" She asked, torn. I didn't know how to answer her. She was more than enough... I was just stupid. I stared at her quietly letting the tears fall down my face. "Well, um... I think we should not see each other anymore. Maybe in a few months, we can talk about everything but right now I can't even look at you." She glanced at me, handed me her promise ring, and climbed out of the car.
Jeongin- she was my first girlfriend, my first kiss, my first time, my first everything. I loved her so much and she loved me as well. But one night of drinks and temptation I woke up with another person naked in bed next to me. "Fuck" I groan and get up looking for my clothes. Making my way to the living room I see (y/n) sitting on the couch calmly. "I'm sorry I love you. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough. I'm sorry I didn't do enough and care enough. I'm sorry you had to go through the trouble of finding someone else." My body went numb and I went straight to my knees. The hurt, the pain, the brokenness in her words were stabbing me in the heart. "I'm sorry I am an awful human being" I simply stated.
