I wanted someone to be so obsessed with me that their focus was only on me. It was hard to find someone close to my type but I eventually found this very nerdy girl. She was obsessed with me and hooked like a drug since the first smile. You can tell she hadn't dated around that much.
"Isn't it great to have a girlfriend so obsessed with you that gives you all the attention you want?" I sat down next to Chan with a smirk on my face.
"Stop playing with the poor girl's heart. You are gonna end up hurting her to no repair." I scoff and pat Chan's back.
"You are being dramatic everything will be okay." Right after I finished my last sentence I got a text from (y/n) breaking up. I stand up and start pacing as we text back and forth for a few minutes.
"Everything okay?" Chan raises his eyebrow concerned at my actions.
"I need to go she found out and wants to break up." Chan clears his throat gaining my attention again before leaving the room.
"Why do you care if she breaks up with you or not? It's not like you have any feelings for her?" Chan was right why did I care? But this small part of me did care and I think I was developing real feelings for her.
-THE TEXT-
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-AFTER THE TEXT-
I stood in the mirror counting my reps but I was losing count due to the images of the text (y/n) sent me flashing in my head. I couldn't concentrate which was frustrating me. I put the weights down and huffed in frustration picking up my phone a scrolling through the multiple text messages I had sent her. She had opened them but replied to none of them.
"Hey Bini Hyung" Innie walks in with Chan, Han, and Lee Know.
"Mhm," I nod my head as a greeting putting my phone down and continuing the reps.
"Why are Seungmin, Hyunjin, and Felix not here?" Chan asks stretching in a circle with the others. I listen carefully watching them in the mirror.
"They are trying to get (y/n) to eat and shower. She hasn't left her bed in days. Last I heard Seungmin had to hold her up in the shower while Felix and Hyunjin washed her hair. It's pretty bad." Innie was trying to whisper but I heard it all. I slammed the weights down scaring everyone and walked out. They were all calling my name but I didn't stop until I made it to (y/n)'s apartment.
Knocking on the door Seungmin opened and was trying to stop me but I pushed him out of the way. Hyunjin got in the way putting up a fight to stop me from entering her room. All 3 of them at the same time were unsuccessful in trying to stop me when the door opened and I fell to my knees. I started to cry something I hadn't done. I had time to think a lot about it and I realized yes I was wrong but I had fallen in love with her. I had become obsessed with her. It was a mutual obsession and not just one-sided.
"Changbin why are you here?" Her voice shook. I knew she was trying to stay strong.
"I'm sorry. I know I was wrong but I promise you it's not what you think. At first, it started the way that you were thinking but I don't know when it happened or when it started but I fell, I'm the one who became obsessed, I'm the one who was canceling plans to be with you. I'm the one who couldn't go a single day without you. And now I've lost it all. I'm sorry I hurt you." She kneels in front of me and wraps her arms around me. Both of us crying into each other's shoulders.
"Promise me you won't hurt me ever again. Tell me how much you love me and how much you have missed me. And kiss me like you mean it. And maybe I'll consider forgiving you after you have proven to me I can trust you again." I nod and kiss her deeply pouring all my emotions into the kiss.
"I missed you so much, baby. I love you and promise never to hurt you again. I don't want to lose you ever again." I whisper resting my forehead on hers.
