Thanks to (y/n) I was able to launch my modeling career a bit sooner than expected. I met her at my first modeling gig a few years ago and after knowing of each other and working together multiple times it naturally progressed and we got to know each other more. Hanging out more landed me more jobs and fashion show appearances.
It was great and she was amazing to be with. Kind, smart, quirky, very career-driven, and well-respected in her field. Everyone wanted to work with her everyone wanted to date her but she chose me and I was honored.
We had bonded over so much that I quickly said yes. In the beginning, everything was for selfish reasons. But now... I really love her and can't see my future without her. I would give it all up for her.
(Y/n) and I was currently working at Milan Fashion Week. She was contracted by Chanel this year while I work strictly with Versace. I was really missing her so I picked up my phone as they were doing my hair and make-up to call her. She was ignoring all my calls and text messages.
Setting my phone down I had this horrible feeling in my stomach. I was called by Donatella to get dressed and everything was starting soon.
After walking the runway I get to my phone and see the text quickly texting her back. I let the tears fall down as she breaks up with me. But I had to fix this. And quickly.
-THE TEXT-
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-AFTER THE TEXT-
Months passed and news was finally out. I had left the modeling industry. When people asked I told them the truth.
"Why are you leaving all of a sudden." The interviewer asked I tried not to tear up and keep my smile on my face.
"Sometimes you have to face hard truths in life. And those hard truths make you lose the most important people to you. This job made me lose the most important person to me. And I'm not letting it happen again. My job will NEVER come before love again." The interviewer sat back in her chair feeling those emotions and seeing my eyes tear up even though I had a smile and my voice was steady. She lets a tear fall and quickly wipes it away with the back of her hand.
"Well, we all wish you a happy life Hyunjin."
I haven't stopped watching and rewatching that video since I moved back home with my mom and dad. I hadn't left the house and was barely eating. All I could think of was (y/n) and how much I missed her.
My phone goes off causing me to jump. I answer not bothering to look at the caller ID.
"Hello," I speak into the phone.
"Hyunjin" her voice comes over the speaker and the tears start to flood again. I tried to quietly cry so she wouldn't hear me but it was no use.
"Yeah, it's me" my voice breaks as I sniffle trying to contain myself. There was a long pause before she said anything.
"You left everything why?" I take a deep breath knowing this was probably my last chance to tell her everything. I didn't care about the outcome. I expected nothing from her. I just wanted to tell her everything.
"At first being with you was for selfish reasons. I'll admit that... but what I didn't plan for was actually falling in love with you. And I knew if I had stayed in the modeling industry I would be reminded of what I lost. What I managed to fuck up and I couldn't handle that... I couldn't handle losing you the way I did. I told myself I would never let myself get into that situation again. I know I hurt you and hurt myself in the process. So I gave up on everything for love. I pick you even if I can't have you. And that means walking away from the modeling industry." I sit up in my bed and run my hands through my hair bringing my knees up to my chest and crossing my ankles.
She sniffled over the phone and then a knock was heard on my door. I walk over to the door to open it and come face to face with (y/n).
"How can I stay mad at you when you gave up everything for me" she jumps into my arms crying. I hug her crying from pure relief.
"I'm sorry baby I really am." I cup her face and wipe her tears with my thumb.
"Never do it again okay." I nod and press my lips against hers.
"I promise never to hurt you again. I'm never letting you again ever." I whisper on her lips.
