Snakes and Roses|| Rosekiller || ✔️

6. Want

Evan:

Evan steps into the shower, appreciating the warm water that immediately beats down against his skin. He stands there for a moment, allowing the water to consume him before he reaches for his soap.

As he goes through the motions of lathering soap on his body his mind travels to the kiss with Kit. It was unexpected, it was sudden.

Evan has been kissed before, all the way back in third year when his reputation hadn't been quite so damaged by Barty Crouch.

Evan's first kiss had been with Suzie Parkes, who was a fourth year at the time and they were having a party in the Slytherin Common Room because Slytherin had won the house cup that year, and Evan had been thrilled. He had finally done something normal, something that could help him fit in with his peers, because by third year everyone had had their first kiss except Evan.

That night, he lost his virginity to Suzie Parkes, but a week later she was caught in a broom cupboard with Barty Crouch by Regulus Black and funnily enough, Barty was never seen with another girl since then, in fact, Barty hasn't been with anyone else since.

There have been suspicions that it's because Barty and Regulus are in a relationship, but Evan doesn't indulge in rumours, especially not ones concerning Barty Crouch, because why should he care?

Evan can't help but realise that he didn't feel anything when Kit kissed him, he didn't feel giddy, he didn't dislike it exactly, but he didn't like it either. He knows he likes Kit, but he's definitely sure that Kit is just a friend, or maybe he was too surprised by the kiss to make an informed decision on it.

But then his mind travels elsewhere. His mind travels to earlier, when Barty winked at him. His mind travels to Barty, the way his hair sticks out in various different places but still suits him, still looks good on him. His mind travels to the deep green of Barty's eyes, to the dimples on his cheeks, to the smile on his face.

Evan feels his body having reactions to the thoughts of Barty, and he feels himself becoming aroused, which is new. That's never happened before.

Evan's mind betrays him further and travels to Evan's hands on Barty, sorting out his positioning. He thinks about how he touched his shoulders and then his arms, how firm his arms are, he then thinks about his hand on Barty's inner thigh and then he starts to think of various different scenarios as to how that moment could have gone.

He thinks about how his hands could have travelled further up, how he could have touched Barty in various other places and made him feel good.

Evan finds his own hand travelling down his body, deciding that the want pooling in the pit of his stomach is not going away without assistance.

He thinks about the way Barty looks again as his hand starts to move back and forth, granting him the friction he craves so desperately. He tucks his bottom lip between his teeth as pleasure starts to thrum through him with every stroke of his hand.

He thinks of his hand on Barty's inner thigh and imagines what it would have been like if he had have been bold, if he had have moved his hand further up and touched Barty elsewhere. He wondered if Barty would have wanted that, if he would have given into the touch, if his hips would have rocked against Evan's hand, if he would make any sound, if he would bite his lip the way Evan is biting his right now.

Evan then imagines Barty's face contorting in pleasure and that is what sends him over the edge, that is what brings him to an all-consuming, leg shaking orgasm, leading him to brace himself against the wall to stop him from dropping to his knees.

He stays in the shower for a few moments longer, reeling from what he'd just done, from what he had just been thinking.

He turns off the shower and dries off, getting into his pyjamas before he gets into bed, drifting off into an uneasy sleep, wondering why on Earth he was having thoughts like that about Barty Crouch.