the distance of our souls

Chapter XXII- Life Together At Last

         It was worth it. Worth every tear we cried, worth every day of missing each other, worth every day of our fights, worth more than that. Valerie was almost 6 years old, and little Teddy had just turned into a toddler, a three year old, which felt incredible at the time. Oh, it all was going by more quickly than i had expected it, it felt like i was still twenty five again, scared for my life while getting pregnant, scared and excited and exhausted with my first baby. But suddenly, i was almost thirty one years old, which made me so confused. I didn't understand how i went from a teenager worried about losing her online girlfriend, to the wife of this woman and a mother of her children. Days when i felt so old were hard, i still felt like my thirteen year old self who was always stressed about figuring out how to make her girlfriend's life the best life that not even the world could give her and only pure love could give her. I don't know why, but her soul felt so pure to me despite everything about her, i loved it. She was such an amazing mom, to both animals and our babies. Her smile and laughs made everybody follow along. Whenever she played with our babies, they always smiled and cooed, they were never ever sad. I think Teddy was the cutest, he looked exactly like his mom. I loved that. We gave life to the most beautiful and handsome creatures on the face of the planet.

I tell you this though, taking care of kids as a first time mom was way harder than it seemed. We wanted to raise our kids without electronics til' they were older, but honestly somedays were hard to withstand, because it was a little difficult to have time to ourselves, meaning me and my wife. It was a hassle to put the kids to sleep, unfortunately. We expected this, however. Though, it was still annoying and a struggle that frustrated both me and my wife.

When the kids were babies especially, i remember me and August taking turns to lack sleep every night just to take care of them. It was a lot of work, but in the end, i wish i could go back to those nights.. sometimes.

I was actually, enjoying when the kids were at their grandmas somedays. Well, though me and my wife had separation anxiety with our kids, we also definitely missed the alone time.. (weekly sex nights) we had.. So, every once in awhile, our clothes would be all over our rooms, and fingers would for surely be inside each other. Typically, we'd either do oral sex, eating each other out with our fingering, or, we'd take turns using dildos or vibrators on each other, but that was more on anniversaries. I loved feeling her squishy wet insides, making her squirt too. The taste of her cum was definitely my favourite part. We took turns being pillow princess, we couldn't help it, we just always wanted to please each other equally. There have been days where we'd be so horny we'd get either get kinky, or, we'd last over four hours soaking our bedsheets. Sometimes, we'd go a little too overboard and we'd actually temporarily paralyze each other.. but we never really minded. I loved her pussy, the taste, the look, even the smell i loved it all. I loved how rubbing her clit made her whimper, her cute whimpers and red stained cheeks. She practically almost jumped every time i licked her clit, i loved it. Taking control over her was so fun, all she could do was moan, scream, whimper, and sigh, occasionally, gasp too. She loved when i fit a few fingers inside her too.. but not as much as i loved feeling her three fingers inside me, they felt soo fucking good on my good spot. She liked locking my clit while getting my g spot, and i'd cum every single time. She always made me kinky, always had me turned on when she wanted me to be, because she had so much power over me too when i was her princess. She was indeed, the best mommy ever.. Treated me so well, she's never failed to relieve me. Unfortunately, we didn't do any of that when the kiddos were still home, so we'd waited for those alone nights with each other.

At any how, on other nights alone when we weren't feeling it, we'd do other things while the kids were away, like look at old photos, play games like mario kart, or some old childhood board games we'd bonded on over the years. We spent nights either on dates to our favourite restaurant, or go on picnics at night at the place i proposed, we'd stay in, have some cute movie night dates, or we'd bake, paint, play games on our computers or phones, or we would just end up cuddling all night while doing our own thing. Just making sure we were together, with some sort of touch.

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As the years flew by, our babies became teenagers before we knew it, and me and August were honestly, pretty prepared for it. At that point, it was teddy's first year on a phone, and Valerie's third year. They were quite responsible, and were very trusted with them. We had no rules, but only a six hour maximum screen time, because we cared about their life they could live, rather than suffer the way we did at their ages, rotting in bed. Teddy was a very well mannered, pure, intelligent, loving gentleman, just how me and August raised him to be, so he could be better than the guys we had in our time, and all men in total. Valerie was sweet, polite, shy—(like her mother; August) and wise. She struggled a little academically, but it wasn't something my wife nor i really stressed or cared about, because Valerie knew her ways in other things she was genuinely more interested about, and that was all that mattered. She was able to achieve average grades in all her classes she took; that was due to the fact that she didn't have the willingness to divide as much effort into her assignments in her school courses, but she yet achieved so in art, story writing, making music/using her musical instruments she played, gardening, and doing everything in the kitchen. We never had to worry much about them, and i thank God for that!

Teddy's grandpa, my dad, visited often, same his uncle, my brother. Both Valerie and Teddy had male or "father" figures/representations in their lives every once in awhile. However, they did reassure us they didn't feel like they missed out on anything in their childhood, even as me and my wife were feminine lovers and the little masculinity i provided was within sports, it always warmed our hearts.

Life after everything that had happened, after all the love, the rough teenage love years, the distance, the fights, every challenge me and the love of my life faced, created a world where we feel as though, none of the bad things happened. We created a home together , bring in loved animals, provided money for ourselves, travelled to a few places, got married, built our own family , created an environment we'd been dying to create for ourselves our whole lives. We did it. We completed our life, and as the years would fly by, it would be time for our kids to have better ones. I'm so thankful we taught them well; knowing they'll be okay on their own.

Everything will be worth it, lift your head up, my love. We can do it. My princess.🤍

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