Donte Halstead

Anger pt3

hello1234577564 : Please can you do a pt3 if you haven't started it already, could you do Jay locking himself in the bathroom, feeling overwhelmed by everything about Donte lashing out at Erin and she's the only one who can get him out

Erin PoV
Me and Jay took Donte home and i took him up to bed. I came down and Jay just sat with his head in his hands.
Erin: what's wrong?
Jay: this was all my fault. I forgot what today was. I should have remembered. I should have seen how this would affect Donte. He's been off all day.
Erin: you can't blame yourself babe
We sat talking for a while until we heard a thud coming from the hallway. We ran upstairs and Donte was on the floor seizing
Jay: shit
After about a minute the seizure stopped. Jay rolled him onto his side and ran his fingers through his hair. He quickly came round.
Donte: get off
Jay: kiddo it's me it's dad
He sat up and looked at Jay
Donte: leave me alone
Erin: Donte
Donte: I hate you. I hate both of you
Jay: you don't mean that
Donte: I do I really fucking do
He stood up and he was a little off balanced. I went to help him
Donte: don't fucking touch me
Jay: I think we need to talk
Donte: I don't give a fuck about what you have to say
Erin: just hear him out
Donte: bitch why the fuck you speaking?
Jay: watch your mouth
He pushed past me and went back to his room slamming the door shut. Jay went downstairs and got out a beer.
Erin: babe that's not gonna help anything
Jay: I couldn't give a fuck. If I want a drink I'll drink
Erin: so you're just gonna undo nearly 2 years of sobriety
Jay: it makes me feel good
Erin: I understand that but when your head is clearer you're gonna hate yourself if you take a sip
I kept looking between Erin and the bottle.
Erin: give me the beer Jay
Jay: I can't
Erin: yes you can
I slowly took it from his hands and poured it down the sink.
Erin: You don't need booze honey
Jay: I'm sorry
Erin: let's go and sort things out with Donte

We went up to Donte's room. I knocked on the door
Donte: fuck off
Jay: we need to talk
Donte: leave me alone
We walked in and Donte was smoking weed.
Erin: You told me you didn't have any more
Donte: well I lied
Erin: you promised. You never break your promises
Donte: promises mean nothing anymore. Everyone who ever promised something went back on their word so why shouldn't I do the same. Now get out my room
Jay: Donte
I could see that Donte was getting wound up and this always ends the same way.
Jay: look I'm sorry I forgot. I stopped taking my meds and lost track of time. I genuinely didn't know that today was the 13th
Donte: I'm sick of your bullshit excuses. You always try and worm your way out
Jay: Donte please just listen to me
Donte: no! I don't care what you have to say
Jay was getting wound up as well.
Erin: alright let's just calm down
Donte: why the fuck are you piping up?
He came over and pushed me out the way
Jay: you don't ever lay your hands on a women ever
Jay went over to Donte and Donte pushed him
Donte: you don't fucking scare me anymore Jay. I can now hit back. I'm not that scared 13 year old anymore
Jay pushed him back and Donte fell into the door.
Jay: Donte im so sorry
Donte looked up and there was blood running down his face
Donte: I fucking hate you I wish it was you who died
Jay: Donte please
Donte ran down the stairs and I heard the front door open then slam shut.
Erin: Jay
He punched the wall
Jay: fuck
He went to the bathroom locking the door

Donte pov
I went to the firehouse
Hermann: hey what's up Donte?
I just ignored him and went to Kelly's quarters. I went in and he wasn't there so I just laid on his bunk. I was scrolling through snap when my phone kept ringing
12 missed calls from Dad
I went to the gym and was just punching the boxing bag. I don't know how long I was in here for but kelly walked in
Kelly: I've had your dad on the phone
Donte: I don't care
Kelly: what's going on?
Donte: I know he told you
Kelly: I want to hear it from you
Donte: nothing nothing happened
Kelly: he hurt you Donte
Donte: it was my own fault
Kelly: Donte
Donte: just leave it
Kelly: can you let Shay look at your head? You've left a trail of blood everywhere
Donte: sorry
We went out to the ambo and shay was doing inventory
Kelly: shay can you have a look at his head?
She sat me down and started inspecting the cut on my eyebrow
Shay: how'd you do this?
Donte: I fell into the door
I noticed her look at Kelly
Donte: i don't see why you're looking at him. He's not gonna tell you anything
Kelly: no need for this rudeness
Shay: this needs stitches
Donte: can't you do that here?
Shay: I only have butterfly stitches. You need proper stitches
Donte: just use the butterfly ones
Shay: it's not gonna heal properly
Donte: I don't care
Kelly nodded at her
She cleaned it and then put the stitches on.
Donte: thanks
Kelly: come on we're going for a drive
We got in his car and he was just driving around.
Kelly: you wanna talk about today?
Donte: he forgot that it had been 3 years today. I got into 2 fights today. We were doing Mother's Day activities at school. I was drinking and went to mamas grave. I went home drank some more. I had an argument with Erin then dad walked in and started. I took dad's car and drove to a party drunk. I got high at the party
Kelly: what did you take?
Donte: ket
Kelly: damn Donte. What happened at home?
Donte: I was smoking weed and then we were arguing. I pushed Erin then dad and dad pushed me and I fell into the door
Kelly: sound like you need a break from each other
Donte: can I stay with you for a few days?
Kelly: of course you can
Donte: I just can't go back. I've blown it. I told dad it should've been him who died. What kind of son says that?
Kelly: you just need to give each other space. You both need time to calm down. You wanna wait until shift ends or you wanna go now?
Donte: I think I should stay here because I feel quite fuzzy and clouded
Kelly: you feel a seizure coming on?
Donte: I think so
Kelly: that's a really smart choice. You eaten?
Donte: not really I feel sick
Kelly: that's probably the alcohol. I think you should sleep it off
We went back to the firehouse and I just slept in Kelly's bunk