Every Part Of Us

33. A complete disaster

I woke up warm. It felt like I was laying across my radiator and that radiator moved slightly. Two arms shuffled against me as one hand slipped under the back of my shirt pulling my body closer to the warmth.

I hummed in comfort as my body fully woke up. That heat that lulled me awake wasn't a radiator.

It was Reid.

If I wasn't already sprawled across the top of him I would have tried to get closer. To lean my body in to chase that warmth. But I was surrounded in it. I'd missed this feeling, this was the feeling that I'd been chasing since I met Reid.

I wanted to be close to him. To let myself be surrounded in him, in his warmth.

I felt as his fingers started moving against my back. He made random shapes into my skin and I did everything I could to keep myself still. I didn't want to ruin this moment. I'd live here just like this forever if I could.

"You're awake." I huffed out.

"No." His voice was still filled with sleep.

I let my eyes fully open and took in the sight of him. His curls were disheveled and his eyes were slowly blinking open. He looked so sleepy and I couldn't help but find it hard to look away. He looked adorable like this.

There was no fighting the smile as it spread across my face. I didn't know how I ever let myself walk away from this. I'd let Reid go once and I didn't think I could do it again.

"I've never done this before." I confessed.

I tried not to let it get to my head. I knew I had a general lack of experience when it came to relationships. I hadn't been interested in trying to make up for any of that lack of experience until now. I hadn't gone out of on dates, I hadn't laid next to someone like I was right now.

I was usually freaking out by now. Being close to someone like this made me feel pressure to take the next steps, I got into my head about what the other person was expecting from me. But right now with Reid I didn't feel that pressure, I knew he wasn't expecting anything past what I was willing to do.

I could finally just enjoy this moment and I found I really liked waking up finding someone there next to me.

"We should stay like this all day." I could hear that small sliver of need in his voice.

I wanted to be here but I could tell he needed it right now. He needed to be here next to me with my arms wrapped around him tightly. I wasn't planning on letting go anytime soon.

"We might have to get up to get some food at some point but I'm happy to do a lazy day with you."

"Hmmm I could eat." He hummed not moving an inch to actually get out of bed.

"You want me to make you something?" I offered.

It was obvious I had completely lost my mind in this moment. Not even for a second have I claimed to be able to cook. I was more like a total disaster when it came to the kitchen. Yet somehow here I was offering to possibly poison the guy that I liked.

"Can we do breakfast in bed? I'm very comfortable right now."

I didn't think there would ever be a day I could say no to Reid. I was totally screwed.

"Try to go back to bed, I'll wake you up once I finish making you the best breakfast ever." I pressed my face right into those perfect curls and placed a soft kiss against the side of his head.

Yeah I definitely wasn't going to fuck this up. If that meant doing my best to somehow not fuck up breakfast then I'd do that. I could learn to cook in the next twenty minutes.