Hey everyone, I'm really sorry for the delay in posting my story. I've been caught up with exams, and the stress from everything made me need a little break to recharge. But now I'm back and super excited to share this new story with you all! I really hope you enjoy it, and thank you for your patience and understanding!💗
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Joshua had always been the kind of person who loved to give. Whether it was a small handmade keychain, a handwritten letter, or a simple gesture, he gave his all. When he first joined the university, he quickly became aware of a well-known group a charismatic gang of 12 boys famous for their striking looks and confident attitudes. At first, their world seemed far removed from his own, but through small interactions and acts of kindness, Joshua gradually grew closer to them. He cherished them deeply, not just as newfound friends, but as people he was beginning to develop genuine feelings for. However, despite his efforts to connect, they never truly valued his gestures. To them, Joshua's kindness and thoughtful gifts were nothing more than something to tease him about. They would laugh at his innocence, mock his sincerity, and overlook the care he put into his actions. Though their words often hurt, Joshua always smiled through the pain, hoping that one day they would recognize the truth of his heart.
As the months passed, Joshua's feelings started to grow heavier. Every time he would bring them something-something made with his own hands it seemed like it was just another reason for them to make fun of him. The smiles, the teasing, the dismissive words they all cut deeper than he let on. But he never stopped. He believed that maybe, just maybe, one day, they would see his heart and appreciate him.
One day, after spending hours crafting a delicate bracelet for Mingyu, Joshua nervously approached the group. His heart beat faster as he held out the bracelet in front of him, a soft smile on his face.
"Hey, Mingyu... I made this for you. I thought you'd like it," Joshua said, his voice a little hesitant.
Mingyu glanced at the bracelet, raising an eyebrow before letting out a small chuckle. "Thanks, Joshua. But... I don't really wear stuff like this, you know? It's a nice try, though."
Joshua's smile faltered slightly, but he quickly recovered. "It's okay. I just thought it'd be nice..."
Wonwoo, who had been watching from the sidelines, couldn't resist. "Aww, look at Joshua, trying to be all cute. You're so thoughtful, man, but honestly, it's a little... cheesy, don't you think?"
The others, not wanting to feel left out, chimed in. Hoshi snickered. "Yeah, Joshua, what are you, trying to start a trend or something? Who needs all this handmade stuff?"
The group laughed, and Joshua felt a pang of hurt deep in his chest. He had hoped they'd appreciate the thought behind the gift, but instead, they had turned it into a joke. He could feel the weight of their words, each one cutting deeper than he let on.
As he turned to leave, Jeonghan, who had been unusually quiet, watched Joshua's retreating figure. He knew Joshua must be hurt, but instead of stepping in to comfort him, he just shook his head. "I mean, it's cute, but what's the point? Joshua's always so sensitive."
The members didn't seem to notice the change in atmosphere, continuing to laugh amongst themselves, but Joshua's heart felt heavy as he walked away.
Later that night, as Joshua lay in his bed, staring at the ceiling, he couldn't help but wonder why it hurt so much. It wasn't just the teasing, but the lack of appreciation. He tried to tell himself that they didn't mean any harm, that maybe one day they would understand, but doubt crept into his thoughts. Would they ever see him for who he really was?
