I know that we're not that close anymore , even if you missed me "like you said" and you wanted to text me so badly , but .... It will never be the same between us anymore .
I don't remember that one sitation well , but the meaning after it is that , if two past lover who broke up and be friends again , it's either they still love each other , or it was never love. I loved "Him" from the deep of my heart , what about him? Does he still love me ? or it was never love I guess...?
Even after all that , I still in love with you. I want you so badly for the rest of my life , I want you to be with me for everyday , always together , always and forever.... But I don't think you want it. You can't imagine how much I miss you and all the good days that we had together , I don't care if it was real or fake , even if I have always hoped that it was real , but I just want you to come back to me....
I prayed for you to come back everyday , in every prayer I do , for aproximately seven whole months. From the day we broke up , from the day I started to write this book.I still in love with you.
You came bac after all that , the 28th November , to tell me that you miss me and you miss talking to me . Even if it don't feel like you miss me , because you leave me on delivery and on seen everytime , and you still making me feel like if I'm doing something wrong , talking to you after the breakup.
"As long as I'm with you , I've got a smile on my face..."
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I really hope that you will be with me forever and don't leave me again,
even if , someone said:
"if somebody left you for once , he will leave you again and again"
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Daily Thoughts
Poesíavent , venting , nothing much , just writing my daily thoughts about you. As long as I exist, you'll be loved.
