𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝟓 || 𝐁𝐨𝐲𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐓𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧

CHAPTER 20: 𓆩♡𓆪

Note: we've reached chapter 20 woooo!!!! Ty to everyone who has been apart of this journey so far :)))

CW: Explicit sexual content

I made Hugh drop me off at my house after school, saying that I had to catch up on homework and studying.

In reality, I just needed to prepare myself to see Lizzie tonight. I slipped her a tiny piece of paper into her hand during passing period that said my address on it.

It's only about 5 PM, yet I'm sitting on the edge of my bathtub to shave my legs. I don't even have a lot of hair but I just felt the need to freshen up.

I bite my lip gently, paying extra attention to how the razor glides against my skin so that I don't get cut.

When I finish shaving both of my legs with no injuries, I let out a sigh of relief. They're super smooth now.

I get started on shaving the more vulnerable parts of my body and I let my mind drift.

What will Lizzie and I do? Will she be the one making me feel good, or will I be the one instead?

To be honest, I don't know anything about pleasuring a woman. I avoid porn/blueys - It never really interested me, and I don't find myself needing it in my life at all. But right now, I wish I researched a little bit before accepting her offer.

I'm really hoping she's the one who takes charge. I'm still apprehensive about kissing her, or about kissing girls in general.

I rinse off my razor and take my second shower this afternoon to be extra clean. I even wash my hair and use a bunch of the soap to scrub myself down.

When I finish, I do my hair care and straighten it before changing into something simple. Light cami top, small grey shorts. It's not too much and it's easy to take off.

I head downstairs to cut me up some cucumber. I put it in a bowl alongside with 2 strawberries before making myself a glass of water.

I wait anxiously for the Viper as I eat my dinner.

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I get a knock on my door at 6:55 PM.

I jump out of my bed and head downstairs, letting out a shaky breath as I walk up to my front door and open it.

Lizzie's wearing a plain black hoodie, her hands tucked into the front pocket of it, wearing jeans and sneakers to match.

I gulp.

I tuck a strand of hair behind my ear and step to the side, "Make yourself comfortable." I say, my voice sounding foreign to my own ears.

She nods and steps inside. I close the door behind her, locking it. My mam went out almost as soon as I got home from school because one of our neighbors invited her over to cook dinner.

I'm glad she isn't here.

I gesture vaguely to the shoe rack by the door, "I'll be upstairs in my.." I clear my throat. "In my room."

I offer her a small smile before quickly rushing up my stairs.

I settle back on my bed, leaning against the headboard before smoothing out the sheets and taking a deep breath or two.

I'm doing this.

I'm really doing this.

Lord, please forgive me for I have sinned.

I wait as patiently as possible for Lizzie, and she enters my room warily about 5 minutes later.

"Hey." She says.