Lost in Love | LingOrm (GxG)

8 - She Loves Me Back, Or Not?

Unconsciously tracing my finger on my lips, I suddenly smile softly while staring at nowhere. It's been days since that night and I am still stuck there, has not been awake from that moment. Not awake because I find myself not knowing how to act around her.

"Yes, I had a crush on that senior!"

Huh? A crush? Who?

"She had a short hair at that time!"

My eye smile immediately disappears when I finally realize that's Orm's voice. She had a crush on a female senior before when she was in school?

I feel like my eyes are sending death glares but I cannot stop myself. How?  When your crush just talked about her crush while filming a show together.

Feeling the need to grit my teeth, I definitely look so miserable right now. But I know, Orm must also feel the same with how I talk to her less these days.

Tell me, how can I act normally after that night?

/

"You, my dear Orm. I want you."

After hearing me say that, the sparks in her eyes seemed to glow even more.

"P'Mor, can I kiss you?"

I raised my eyebrow at her question, feeling my heart pounding even harder.

Rubbing her thumb at the side of my head, she continued while observing every little reaction on my face. "Do you want me to kiss you, P'Mor?"

My eyes ran over her own, and dragged them down to her lips, only to greet her lingering brown orbs again.

"Yes, please."

Still sitting on the wooden desk with me standing in front of her, she pulled me closer by my waist and landed her soft lips on mine.

"You taste so good, P'Mor."

This was not good. My heart started to ache whenever she said P'Mor. And the disappointment kept on building up inside me.

'But this is the only way for you to kiss her, Lingling. At least for now.'

I kissed her back gently only to fasten my pace, trying to keep up with her who was caressing my lips hungrily. She was basically not letting me breathe with how her hands were also all over my body, but she still kept her respect by not touching me any further.

"I've been longing to do this, Lingling."

She called me by my name?

"I've been wanting to cross the boundaries for so long now, P'Ling. I want to kiss you with no hesitation, to hold you not because of work, and to be with you."

Giving her a gentle peck on her lips, I burst with so much affection towards her that made me utter unconsciously, "Kiss me like you're kissing me, and not P'Mor, please."

I should have prepared for what's coming.

Her eyes, they changed immediately. She still had that same look but was even more intense. Her touch, she runs her fingertips over the bare skin of my back, caressing me softly.

"But, we should forget everything that happened tonight, alright?"

/

"P'Ling"

I act like I don't hear her calling me but she is not giving up.

"Are you mad at me, Lingling Kwong?"