Lost in Love | LingOrm (GxG)

14 - Loving Her Is Easy

I have always felt being in a relationship with someone is so tiring and hard. But with P'Ling, it's a whole different story.

Loving her is easy and being with her makes everything so in peace. I can be myself when I am with her and I am always looking forward to discovering more sides of her.

I used to be afraid of losing myself if I was too deeply in love with someone, but I feel like I know myself better when I am with her. And I like myself better, too.

"You're beautiful baby, you don't need to force yourself."

I pout, "But I want those toned abs, too."

"You have it, already! You also got your hip and your sexy ass, what else do you want, Nong?"

I blush when she says those words easily. And I also feel that she is sincere and honest.

"Now, be my sleeping beauty and wait for me to come back, alright? We can go to the gym together next time when you're not this sleepy. You need to rest, Nong."

A pout shows up on my lips again. "Whose fault is this, anyway?" I eye her to ask for responsibility but only to get a chuckle and a lingering kiss on my lips.

"But you love it, darling. I can still hear you moaning my name in my head."

"Lingling Kwong!!!"

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I do not know how, but I can understand her easily, with no words needed. When she seems distant and not reacting to my touch whenever we're in front of our fans or there's a camera filming us directly, others would see her as rude but I know she is just exhausted or even, feeling anxious.

When she is in the utmost anxiety, she would put up an invisible bubble around herself, with people around her being nonexistent. She is just trying to protect herself. And us. Because she is afraid she'd do something that could harm us more when she's not in a good state.

No matter how grateful we are, I must honestly say the fame and zero days off are taking a toll on us, especially my lover. Meeting with people drains her. Her kind heart also cares too much, always ready to do anything for the people she cares about the most and that makes me even more worried.

"Just rest, Tee rak. I know you don't have energy left after hours of talking and greeting hundreds of people."

She pouts her lips. "But I'm afraid you'd get bored."

"We don't always have to talk when we're together anyway, I'd never get bored when I'm with you. So, don't worry, okay?"

I smile when her eyes still convey 'I want to do something for you'. She is still not giving up.

Shaking my head at her stubbornness, I sit down on her lap as she automatically wraps her arms around my waist. Leaning in to hug her, I rub the back of her head gently, knowing she might feel a headache because of exhaustion.

Comfortable silence engulfs us for a moment until I sigh in pleasure when she starts to suck the soft spot behind my left ear. Only to let out a loud moan when she suddenly bites my skin and soothes it immediately with her tongue.

I press my thighs together to hold back the temptation of having her tonight. We have an early morning schedule tomorrow. She needs to sleep.

"P'Ling, it's late already, we need to rest, alright?"

She finally stops by giving my neck a peck while mumbling, "I'm sorry, you must be exhausted, too. But ever since that night, I find it hard to control myself."

Not giving me any second to prepare myself, I squeak out loud when she suddenly carries me in her arms. Slapping her shoulders, I scream out, "P'Ling! What are you doing?"