Lost in Love | LingOrm (GxG)

35 - She Is Possessive with Her

I want to kiss her.

Gazing into her beautiful soul, I cannot help but wonder what if I just let my intuition win. What if I kiss her right here and then without caring about the world, the public, or anything else?

Leaning my face slowly to hers, I grasp every expression or body movement from Orm that might show discomfort. But I saw none of it, so I just let myself fall, completely.

Closing my eyes, I kiss her gently, feeling her soft lips over mine, as she also kisses me back with her love. I do not know how long we have been totally immersed in our own world until Orm's soft moan slips into my mind.

Damn, what did I do?

I open my eyes to see Orm's flustered face as I lean away from our kiss and bashfully remove my hand that has invaded her bare back all this time. Control yourself please, Lingling!

"I'm sorry, Nong Orm, I shouldn't have done that without your consent."

I cannot even bring myself to look her in the eye as I bow my head in shame. The only thing that is keeping me sane is Orm's warm hand caressing my arm gently.

"I've told you I'd not hold myself back in public anymore, right? So it's alright if you do the same, P'Ling."

Right, we're in public.

Turning my head to my right, the sight of phones pointing to us makes me move forward to cover Orm's body immediately. The moment I see the panic on her face when she realizes we're actually being filmed, my heart sinks. Maybe I went too far this time, I shouldn't directly go for a kiss when Orm usually would not accept it even in our fan meetings.

Wrapping my hand around her wrist, I pull her closer to me so I can take her by the waist and guide her to leave this place. "Are you alright, baby?"

Orm nods her head but through the way she is avoiding my gaze, I know well enough.

I cannot believe I lost control and let myself do that without thinking. I might just be bringing danger to our relationship. Here goes my overthinking self again.

On the way home, Orm still hasn't said anything unless I ask her a question. It's just me and Orm in my car, as I canceled my scheduled appointment to be with her. I can't leave her alone like this.

Parking my car in front of my house, I bite my lip and glance at her as she faces the window. As I bravely lean closer to help her undo the seatbelt, I end up freezing on the spot when she suddenly turns around, her face just inches from mine.

Ba-dum. My heart is palpitating wildly and I can see her reddened face gets even redder as if that's even possible. We stay like this for a while, trying to calm our hearts down but we know it is going to be a huge failure if we are this close with each other. In the end, Orm lets out a cute kitten sound before burying her head in my chest.

I grin widely at how we are still so lovestruck although we have gotten together officially. And I know deep down we would still be like this when we are both growing old hand in hand. "Are you okay, Nong?"

"Hmm...I'm alright, P'Ling."

"I'm sorry, Nong Orm, I must've been more careful, are you worried about the phones一"

Before I finish my question, Orm instantly looks up at me and shakes her head tremendously. "No, I'm not worried about that, P'Ling."

What? "Then...Why were you so quiet?"

Blush starts to creep in on her cheeks again as she speaks out her thoughts in a really tiny voice. Fortunately, I can still catch it. "Because I'm too shy..."