You and I were happy I could see it in your eyes when we kissed. When we were together you were happy.
I was an idiot and let you go but I didn't realize how much I loved you until I let you go. I loved you so much that when I went to tell you I miss you, you had moved on.
You kept my heart with you. Everything I touch slowly dies, when I didn't have you I didn't want to move. My heart hurt without you.
I even missed the sun but it was right there, nothing felt real when you weren't with me.
When I was with you the flowers grew and bloomed like cherry blossoms but they bloomed from your beauty. Now when I walk by them they welt under my touch.
The stars shined bright when you were with me but now their dull in the dark night sky.
The sun made the world brighter and happy but now it burns everything to a crisp.
The light breeze in the hot air that cooled us off in the hot summer air but now it shows that there's a storm heading my way.
The sun used to shine but now the rain pours down.
The children used to laugh, now playgrounds are empty.
Life used to show in the day, now death takes the world as its own.
The day you died was the day this all started. The world got dark, the sun never shined, the clouds never moved, the flower never bloomed, smiled never showed.
The day the lovely Patrick stump died was the day Pete wentz gave up on trying.
The never never ended for me they just kept going and going without you, but that's how the world works but everyone has their sunshine and mine is gone so what's the point in smiling without my sunshine.
The day Pete wentz died is the day that Patrick stump came back from his death. The doctors were wrong and he wasn't dead but Pete was.
Patrick never understood why he was running to a bridge but once he jumped he knew why.
He lost his will to be a sunshine in the world full of darkness.
Sunshine saved the darkness but who knew that the sunshine needed it's darkness to do so.
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I don't know what this was but uhhh yeah sorry if this was confusing. I'll try and write fluff soon but it's hard to do that when all you want to do is crawl into a hole and cry. I'm not the happiest but I'm trying all I have to do is help people and I'll be fine.
Bye nemos!
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Peterick One Shots
FanfictionHello everyone so I ship phan big time but I also ship peterick just the same so this is for all my peterick friends these are for you. Fluff, sad and smut will all be in here. Warning: Smut, trigger, self harm, suicide, death and almost everything...