Peterick One Shots

Thinking

'No one wants you Patrick'

Shut up voices you're wrong, Pete loves me well he's thinking about it.

"Pattycakes I got a date tonight so I'll see you around maybe midnight or I might stay over at her house and watch a movie with her" Pete said walking into the room as I was battling with my thoughts.

My heart broke, he doesn't care, "Cool man I'll be here, have fun on you're date" My voice cracked at the end but he didn't notice.

He smiled and walked out. I ran to the bathroom and ended up throwing up. I threw up everything I ate today which was just toast with jelly and vegan bacon along with two slices of pizza.

I look me in the mirror at my bloodshot eyes, I grabbed some scissors and looked at my long stupid 2007 hair cut.

I started cutting it all off making it shorter, I was so angry I'll never be good enough for anyone.

I looked at the scars on my arm, I had made newer the other night but Pete stopped me but tonight their going to be deep.

I grabbed my blade and cleaned it with soap to make it sharper. Once I did that I held it to my skin and tilted it up slightly before putting pressure on it as I dragged it harshly across my skin.

I made several marks on my arm all bleeding but I didn't care. My cheeks were still tear stained as looked at my face and started making cuts on it clawing at it especially just wanting pain.

And that's when I passed out.

Petes POV:

"Come on Petey show me a good time" Ashley said starting to take my pants down, she started sucking on my dick and that's when I moaned,

"Patrick...." I moaned

"Patrick!!? You're best friend!!" She came off of me looking disgusted, but I can't like Patrick he's my friend but I just moaned his name and not ash.

"No I uhhh oh shit" I muttered the last part, I like Patrick stump my best friend,

"Get the fuck out you f*g!" She growled angrily and I left running to Patrick's place,

"Patrick I'm here! I know who I love!" I said as I ran through the house looking for him, "Patrick where are you?!" I asked getting worried,

I walked into the bathroom and saw him all bloody and bruised, his hair cut short, scratches on his face and the words 'Pete wentz' carved into his now red skin.

"Oh no Patrick!" I picked him up holding him in my arms, "I fucked up I just thought you were over me after all you did say you didn't like anyone anymore so I just assumed. Ashely tried to get my pants, she started giving me a bj and I moaned you're name and I didn't know why but now I've realized that I'm in love with you goddammit, you always say you like me and when you stopped I just assumed you didn't anymore, you're so sweet to me so amazing, that lovely one night stand we had was the best night of my life and it's just every time you mentioned liking me it made me unsure of how I felt about you. The truth is, Patrick stump I'm in love with you and I'm so fucking sorry" By the end I was sobbing but I looked at him and he had his eyes open with tears in them as he stroked my hair weakly,

"Oh Pete I love you too" He smiled sweetly, he leant up struggling before he kissed me soft as weak, "Now help me asshole" He said coughing but smiling.

At that moment I knew that's who I want to be with for the rest of my life is this beautiful man, it took me so long to realize that what I want has been right in front of me this whole time.

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Let's talk love shall we, fuck love. There I said it, I'm sick and tired of having to be in a relationship sure I miss it but no one likes me that way so I let it be, besides I just got out of one and I don't really like anyone. Love is just an excuse for sex.

Anyways bye nemos!

NoNameName, Out!

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