Song in one shot: I need some sleep by eels.
All in Patrick's POV by the way until the end.
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I need some sleep
It can't go on like this
I laid in bed next to my sleeping husband as I looked up at the ceiling thinking about my life, I love my husband but I feel as though I'm not good enough for him.
I tried counting sheep but there's one I always miss,
All I have to do is sleep but I just can't, he tried killing himself and is self harming, it worries me he will leave me...
Everyone says I'm getting down too low
Everyone says you just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
Maybe if I just let it go maybe it will end......maybe I should end my life so he could move on with his life without me so he can get better...
I need some sleep
Time to put the old horse down
I'm in too deep and the wheels keep spinning round....
I got up, I give up on sleep. I walked to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror, my messy blonde hair and bags under my eyes, what a fuck up.
Everyone says I'm getting' down too low
Everyone says you just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
I just need some sleep to clear my mind to stops my thoughts of suicide to make me feel alright but sadly I can't sleep because of the thoughts of death to myself, maybe if I let go of my pain it will work.
You Just gotta let it go.....
Third person POV:
A gunshot was heard from everywhere around but it wasn't Patrick......but Patrick wasn't far behind after he found out who had pulled the trigger and made the sound ending their own life.....Patrick shouldn't have walked off to the bathroom and maybe Pete wouldn't have gone through with his plan.... All they had to do was sleep so they wouldn't get caught up in those late night bad thoughts.....
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What's up everyone I know I keep updating one shots I know I know I'm sorry okay I'll update stories tomorrow.
Anyways bye nemos!!!
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Peterick One Shots
FanfictionHello everyone so I ship phan big time but I also ship peterick just the same so this is for all my peterick friends these are for you. Fluff, sad and smut will all be in here. Warning: Smut, trigger, self harm, suicide, death and almost everything...
