Peterick One Shots

Stage Fright

Patrick's POV:

I looked out at the crowd from the side of the stage, my stomach churned, "I don't know if I can do this" I told Pete as I stumbled to stay upright.

He helped me stand straight, "Why trick you've done this before?"

"Yeah but not in front of 10,000 people. You guys just play instruments- not that that isn't important but you know what I mean, I sing like if I mess up everyone will notice and the spot lights on me and people judge, oh god what if people are only here to criticize me on being a bad singer oh god Pete what if-" He put his hands on my shoulders,

"Patrick shut up, you're a wonderful singer you got this I believe in you. You have the voice of angels" He smiled sweet at me,

I wanted to throw up again, "I think I'm gonna be sick"

"Go be sick to the left not my outfit" He joked making me chuckle a little bit,

"Fall Out Boy on stage in five" A stage guy said,

"Yep gonna be sick" I threw up in the trash can next to me, "If I mess up everyone will know and it'll be all over the news, their judging eyes oh my god" I threw up more.

Pete sighed rubbing my back, "Patrick stump shut up okay? Their not here to judge you because guess what? The people out there are here to hear you're beautiful voice, the words that come out of you're mouth that they sing along to. Sure their are a few assholes in that crowd but fuck them"

"Pete their are way better singers out there than me" I sighed sadly,

"Well fuck maybe but only you can be you, you create what you create and it only works for you. No one can sing like you Patrick. So what if Brendon urie has the voice of the gods, he doesn't have a soul voice" He smiled at me,

I took a deep breath before saying, "Okay I'm ready, thanks Pete" We got our stuff on and walked out to the crowd.

We started off with dance dance, "Sh-" I started but my voice cracked when I looked at all the people and I froze up.

Pete whispered in my ear, "Come on Pattycakes this is you're moment"

"She said she's no good at words but I'm worse-" I started again my voice high and horrible sounding.

I teared up putting the mic down and running back stage embarrassed, "Who am I kidding I suck, fall out boy can find a much better singer than me" I rocked back and forth in the corner.

"Hey Patrick no" I heard Pete say as he kneeled next to me same with Joe and Andy behind him, "You're the only singer we want and need, fall out boy just wouldn't sound the same without you." Andy smiled sweetly,

"Yeah and come on no one else's voice can make this band fall out boy without you" Joe stated.

"Okay guys I'll go back out" I whispered scared, Joe and Andy went back on stage while Pete helped me up.

"Patrick I believe in you" He said before smashing his lips into mine, "Now go do this for me" He winked walking to the stage.

I was in shock but walked out on stage with a smile on my face, my voice tried to go high and nervous again but I didn't let it, I beat it and soon I was rocking out to 10,000 people and it felt like I was singing alone in my bedroom.

After the show we all high fived and I was given a towel for how much sweat I produce.

"Patrick you fucking did it!" Pete hugged me tight, "I'm so proud" He nuzzled my neck, I could feel his smile.

"Maybe it was the kiss and if that's the case then I'll need a kiss before every show" I teased,

"If that's what you want all you had to do was ask" He smirked pulling me into a passionate kiss.

I guess there's nothing to be afraid of, remember people aren't judging you because their too busy judging themselves on the inside.

So if you want to fucking do something go for it no matter how nervous you get just know if you really want it, you need to fight the nerves......

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Okay this is a bit fucking fear of mine guys. So I'm in choir and there's this solo I really like and I wanna go for it but one problem.......stage fright.

Okay so I had to sing in front of the class before a couple of months ago for a final and we got to pick a song and sing in so I sang the kids aren't alright and I fucking froze and my voice went high and cracked... And so I tried again for a solo a little bit later and the same thing happened but recently I've been singing this one solo for people so I think I'm ready.

Let's pray I don't faint because i really want it. It would make my parents really proud if I got it and maybe they would think I'm a fuck up anymore.

So wish me luck, it's late I have to sleep, I was gonna have more updates but it's late I'm sorry.

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