Where did I go wrong.....

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I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth


"Patrick i need to know if you truly love me or not, this relationship cant work if i dont know, i just need the-" I turned around realizing he was gone "-Truth.." I finished my sentence.....


But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke, and who's still standing when it clears


My mind is clouded with thoughts and memories of where my life has led me and now i have nothing, nothing to keep me going. No one to lonve, no one to call mine, theres only one thing i have, one thing i need and it sits hiidden in the cabinet under a can of shaving cream, so beautiful.


Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
He's on your mind
He's on your mind


Oh patrick you shouldnt have left, now my once white floors have drops of think crimson on them. What a shame really, you never leave my mind i just want you out and to forget you forever but i cant so ill drink and cut my problems. If my problems wont leave, at lleast i can make them temoraly not matter..


Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger; I could disengage
Say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along


I just lay there, whiskey bottle in hand pretending your some stranger but alas your not becasue i know every inch of you, but it is possible to be a stranger to someone youve known forever? I can agree that that may be very likely espeecially if they change themseleves right before your eyes...


But that's disregard Find another friend, and you discard As you lose the argument in a cable car Hanging above as the canyon comes between.......


Leaving me for someone else was the worst thing you couldve ever done but you did it anyways and it ened with the same mistake on your end

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