Peterick One Shots

Marks

Why did you leave when you said you would stay, I loved you and I've tried to love another since you left but I just can't love them.

It feels like I'm being stabbed a million times in the heart and no one can save me it's like I've fallen so much that I just don't want to get up anymore.

Why can't I be loved, you left a mark that can't disappear. Why did you mark me when you didn't stay. All the dates and kisses back stage.

But no those were taken away quick, you left and never came back. The guys left and never came back. I broke up the band I know it. It's all my fault. All my fault.

Even if we ever got back together it doesn't matter because your married and I can't have you. Your married to her and you don't love me.

I just want to hug you, kiss you, hold you but I can't anymore because your not mine. Why can't you be mine?!

The band has been back together for a while now and you told us that you and her are expecting a baby. I smiled for you but when you all left I lost it and threw things and screamed my head off.

I screamed until I broke down crying and crying throwing things and just being angry. I knew you never loved me, you'll never love me.

I chuckled to myself and broke a vase that was by me. I saw the shards of glass that shattered go everyone and one flew to me and got me right in the chest near my heart.

I'm bleeding bad I need help, I know where I'll go. I said and ran there because you lived close.

I knocked on you're door and she answered. I saw you behind her and I passed out.

I woke up in a white room, the hospital, you told me I've been out for a year and that she cheated on you and the baby isn't yours so you left her.

I became to hopeful that I kissed you. You didn't kiss back. I believe your exact words were.

"Fuck you" "I'm not like that you freak" "You gross fag" "I'm never speaking to you again!"

And then you left and never came back.

Years have passed and you have never spoken to me again. You and the guys found a new bassist and left me.

Im homeless, jobless and worthless. I really should just give up and I will. I was walking to the bridge to kill myself when I saw you on tv.

Patrick stump found dead in his home last night with a note taped to him saying "I loved you I was just scared of being hurt again. I love Pete wentz and always have."

Pathetic really. Very pathetic, I hope where ever I go that I don't have to see your face ever again.

I finally made it to the bridge and looked down. I could say goodbye awful world but the world isn't that bad for I will just say......

You left a mark that could never disappear and it never will.

Love sucks but the marks that are left are even worse because you can't love again only that person. No one will love them because of the mark that's on them.

Anyway let's jump shall we.

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Ha take that Courtney you made me laugh out loud so I wrote this sad fic to make you cry (I'm joking love you please don't leave me). Anyway I'm not dead don't worry I got my spark back and I love it.

My phones a bitch though it froze on me and wouldn't unfreeze selfish phone .

Anyway bye nemos!

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