Peterick One Shots

Best friend lover

"Pete no!!!" I shot up awake in a cold sweat, that was the worst nightmare yet.

My best friend killed himself in it, he's been depressed lately and it scares me because he's my world.

I called him just to make sure he was okay, it rang three times before I heard his tired voice on the other end,

"Hello?" He sounded sleepy,

"Hi petey, did I wake you?"

"No you didn't wake me I was skydiving." Sarcastic little shit, "What do you need calling me at 4 in the morning for?" He asked,

"Just wanted to make sure you were okay, I had a bad dream about you..." I trailed off at the end,

"What was it about Pattycakes?" He asked sounding more awake,

"You killed yourself in it" I whispered, "Pete please promise me you'll never kill yourself please? I can't lose my best friend, losing you're best friend is like losing your other half. Pete you scare me with you're depression and I just want to hug you and tell you it'll all be okay" I was crying by the end of my statement,

"Pattycakes I'll never kill myself, remember that song I wrote, what a catch? Well I wrote for you telling you that I'll never kill myself and how amazing you are for saving me" I could tell he was tearing up.

"Okay petey, I'll see you in the morning" I whispered into the phone before hanging up, "I love you" I whispered after I made sure the call ended.

The next morning I woke up to silence in my house, I got up and went downstairs getting a glass of water before making myself some cereal for breakfast and watching tv.

"Today breaking news, celebrity bassist Pete wentz from the band fall out boy was found dead in his California home this morning at 5 am. There was a note that could be read on the news, 'dear Patrick I'm sorry it had to end this way but remember that i love you and will always love you, I shouldn't do this because you called this morning worried I would off myself but I just can't take it anymore. My depression is getting overwhelming and I'm just so useless, and my love for you hurts so much that I can't stay anymore knowing you will never love me. Goodbye Patrick, I'll always love you.'" The news anchor read before I turned off the tv and threw the remote at it.

"He fucking lied to me!!!!" I screamed throwing things, "liar fucking liar!!!!" I broke down on the floor crying my eyes out.

I ran out of the house not knowing where to go, not knowing what to do. I lost the only person I've ever loved.

I heard a car honk and felt an unbearable pain in my chest as I flew backwards into the ground.

I felt a warm liquid pool around me as I looked up at the sky.

I can't wait to die so I can see my best friend again. I wouldn't have lived longer anyways without him, how do you go about your life knowing that your best friend is gone.

The person you could laugh with at the stupidest jokes, have a sarcastic sense of humor and never get offended, talk every minute of everyday and never get sick of each other, a best friend is someone that will love you no matter what.

When you loose you're best friend you loose your other half, you have no purpose anymore. How do you smile anymore? How do you laugh? You don't. You just sit in the dark alone because you don't have the one thing that caused you to wake up every morning.

They were basically a second you and that's what you need in life, a best friend.....

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Hello everyone, I just kind of started crying while thinking of something and it inspired this one shot so I hope you like it, I'm still taking a break but I might have little break downs and just post my feelings if that's okay?

Anyways um I hope you all have one person in you're life that will care for you, a best friend, a lover and if you don't well you will. Just keep an eye open, who knows maybe they'll be the one you meet with band references ;).

Anyways, Bye nemos!

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