Peterick One Shots

Ghost of you

"No one will miss me" Patrick says as he kicks the chair under him then he's hanging like the clothes on a hanger.

What makes it worse is that his mother is the one who finds his body. She cries for hours as she takes her son off the rope and holds him in her arms.

Petes POV:

"Patrick killed him self last night Peter" Was what I heard when I answered my phone that morning.

My best friend killed himself. It's all my fault, I cried that whole day until I started thinking of his beautiful smile, the smiles that are going to haunt me as I slept.

All the stories he's never told me, his beautiful voice, those beautiful blue eyes of his it's all gone.

He's told me that he was suicidal. One night it was the worse, he couldn't stop saying horrible things about himself. He wouldn't believe what I said.

*Flashback*

"Patrick please calm down honey it's okay it's okay" I held him in my arms as he cried,

"No Pete everyone would be better off if I was dead, I'm breathing someone else's air and I shouldn't be" He cried in my arms and for some reason I felt like that was the last time I would hold him.....

*End of flashback*

He always said he's ugly, worthless, stupid, a waste of space and he said he shouldn't be alive.

*Another flashback*

"Pete you'd be fine without me I mean you have Joe and Andy, you'll forget about me. The only people that would miss me are my stuffed animals." Patrick chuckled darkly.

"How could you think that? Why do you want to fucking die!?" I wasn't angry I was upset, upset that he wanted to leave me.......

*End Of flashback*

Why would he want to leave me, leave me alone. He saved my life, he saved me from killing myself. I would be dead without him and that's exactly what I told him.

*Flashback again*

"I would be fucking dead without you! I wouldn't be happy I would be dead!" I screamed as the boy I loved was showing me scars on his body that he made himself, "Don't hurt yourself anymore unless you want me to hurt myself" I started tearing up as I hugged him tight just wanting him to stay with me.

"Panda, I hate myself so much, everything I do is wrong and sometimes I wish you would just hate me so that I could die I want to be-" I cut him off by kissing him hard full of love, my tears mixed with him.

"I love you please don't leave me" I whispered, our foreheads pressed together,

"Okay...." Was all he said.

*End of flashback*

And then last night what he told me, our last texts our last phone call.....

*One last flashback*

"Okay Pete I believe you, I'm beautiful, I'm loved, I will never kill myself as long as you're with me" Patrick had said through the phone but something sounded off,

"That's great my love so I'll see you tomorrow night for our date? I have a special surprise"

"Yes I promise to be there tomorrow. I love you Pete so much, goodnight" His voice cracked at the end of the word goodnight but I thought nothing of it as I stared at the ring in my hand, I'm gonna do it.

*End of flashback*

I stared at the ring in my hand, "You fucking left" I whispered and that's when I lost it, "You left me!!!!! How could you!!!!!"

I started throwing things including the ring, I broke a mirror and used the glass to cut up my arm.

Everything went in slow motion as I ran to the bathroom and downed depression pills before I punched the bathroom mirror.

*I lied one more flashback*

"You wouldn't do anything if I killed myself" He said in a stern serious voice,

"I would off myself Patrick I would kill myself if you did because I would lose my sunshine, I need you"

*Now end*

"I lost my sunshine....." I muttered as the world went black....

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So ghost of you by MCR came on and this was created, alright so this is weird so when I walked into this ice cream place Thursday immortals was playing inside the place and all and then today I'm in this clothes store and uma Thurman comes on (I had a mini heart attack) and then in the car on the radio centuries starts playing then a little later victorious plays but I'm like is this a sign. I don't know it's weird.

Anyways by nemos!

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