Where did i go wrong

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Step one, you say we need to talk
He walks, you say sit down, it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through


"Patrick we need to talk" I say nervously as he walks in,

"Alright pete" He sat right across from me on the couch smiling at me with his shy beautifulk smile and those blue eyes that make me melt,

"Im in love with you...." Silence


Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left, and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came


He got and walked out the door without saying a single word to me, he was gone into the lonely cold night leaving me confused, alone and scared


Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life


I held the shiny cold metal to my skin slicing across it as if it was just paper that i could recycle and i really wish i could. I wish i could be better so that patrick will love me but he never will and i was proven that tonght, no one will ever love me as long as i have imperfections....


Let him know that you know best
Cause after all, you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence


"Patrick i can be what you want!" I cried as he had no emotion on his beautiful pale face,

"You cant be a women pete" And he was gone again


Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And I pray to God he hears you


"Patrick i love you, i think your perfect

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