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I came home early from work, the house was quiet. My stomach had this nervous feeling as I walked upstairs to my son ibenz room.

I put my hand on the knob and for some reason I didn't want to turn it. I turned the knob and my heart snuck as I saw my sixteen year old son on the ground, his wrists slit with a bottle of petes anxiety pills.....empty in his hand.

I ran to his cold lifeless body picking it up in my arms sobbing my eyes out, my son the one I actually carried for nine months took his own life.

There was a note on his bed so I picked it up reading it, 'Dear family as you can see I have died and left the world but it's not your fault, I just wasn't meant to be in this world, I don't fit in, I'm bullied everyday and I'm just not meant for this world. I'll watch over you guys. Love your former son ibenz' It said making my heart break as I cried harder then I heard the front door open and close.

I heard footsteps walking up the stairs followed by a, "Patrick? Ibenz? Loves I'm ho-" He walked into the room and I could hear his heart shatter, he dropped to his knees looking at ibenz, he didn't cry, he was too broken to even speak.

I looked at Pete and he wrapped his arms arms around me, he got out his phone dialing 911 telling them everything before hanging up.

We waited until we heard sirens. They came and let us in the ambulance with him, I was sobbing into Petes chest as he held me, petes heart beat was slower, his heart broke.

They took ibenz away leaving us in the waiting room, we snuggled and cried together.

The imagines of finding my son dead flooded through my mind, it hurt so bad. Carrying something in your stomach for nine months then having it take its own life hurts, he was everything.

Having ibenz is what brought me and my husband together.

A doctor walked out, "Family for ibenz stump?" He said and me and pete stood up, "I'm so sorry but ibenz is....."

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Cliffhanger now you'll have to wait forever *evil laugh* I'm joking I'll have the ending up in like a few minutes

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