From now on we are enemies

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Trigger warning: Self harm, suicide, the usual.....

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"Fuck him, fuck all of it. I'm just the man on the balcony, no one will ever remember me" I whispered looking over the edge, "I'll die and that's fine I didn't want to be alive in the first place but he makes it so much easier, how dare he cheat on me, how dare he lie! He cheated on me in my own fucking home!"

I was leaning more of the edge, "I knew I would never find love and now he thinks he can pretend to love me again, well fuck him." I was so close to jumping,

"If he loved me he wouldn't let me go fuck you Patrick stump..." I took a deep breath and leaned forward feeling my feet fall away from the railing, the cold air making me feel as if I was flying, I finally felt free...

Patrick's POV:

"Fucking prick! He left me he left me because he thought I didn't love him! How could he do such a thing?!?. I loved him with all my heart and he makes up some lie about me cheating on him, why would I cheat? He's the love of my life and now he's gone!" I screamed to myself throwing things all over the room, I grabbed the picture of me and him on our three year anniversary to Disneyland, I threw it on the ground smashing it into pieces,

"This is it I can't live like this, I'll go insane without him!" I ran to my bathroom getting the sharp blade hidden under the shaving cream, Pete always hid it there and thought I never knew about his self harm but I always knew, now it's my turn to feel his pain.

I twirled the shinny metal object around my fingers accidentally making a cut on my thumb, "Fuck" I hissed, but I needed the pain.

I took the object tilting it up a little before sliding the corner across my skin making a scratch, "Oh fuck!" I put it forcefully down on my arm making a deep cut along my wrist,

I watched as the thick red liquid came seeping out like dots on my skin, I added so many deep beautiful cuts across my arms that I didn't stop until I had no room left on both arms.

I laid my head back feeling dizzy, my eyes closed on me and the last thing I felt was the blood being drained from my body and out my mouth and arms....

Brendons POV:

I didn't think they'd kill themselves!!! I just wanted Pete to be mine so I had to lie and say Patrick cheated on him so they would break up but Pete decided to kill himself then next I go to Patrick's house to tell him the truth and he's laying by the tub, pale face with the red liquid pooling around him.

I didn't mean to kill anybody now I have to live with the guilt forever......unless......

Local singer Brendon urie found dead outside of former residents Pete wentz and Patrick stumps house, their have been tragic losses this week....rest in peace those three...

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