I laid awake in bed that night. The clock read 10:30 pm, I had to be up at 6 am for school.
I was just so lost in thoughts, I looked at my phone and thought of sending Pete a text because he is my best and only friend. I have Joe and Andy but pete and I have this special bond that I don't have with anyone else.
I texted Pete, 'Hey can't sleep, what are you up to?' I sent before face palming, he's asleep.
A minute later I got a text,
Text from: Petey
'Oh ya know just skydiving, why can't you sleep?'
Text to: Petey
'Smart ass, I just am so clouded with thoughts'
He texted back, 'About?'
'Life. I'm just so sad I feel like I annoy people'
'Patrick shut up, you don't annoy people and you especially don't annoy me'
'But sometimes you get pissed at me, remember when you were having a bad day and wouldn't tell me what happened and I just kept bugging you and you snapped at me?'
'I was just a little upset and I don't know you're pushy sometimes'
I didn't reply I just started tearing up,
'Patrick?'
'Pattycakes please reply, I meant it as like sometimes but I still care for you and love you, I know I'm shitty at times and I'm sorry'
'Pete I understand, I'm clingy and just a fuck up' I sent with tears threatening to escape,
'Patrick calm down it's okay'
'Maybe I'm better off dead Pete, hell you don't even tell me what's wrong anymore' I was sobbing now into my hands,
'Don't guilt trip me Patrick okay sometimes I just don't like to talk'
Oh no I made him angry what a fuck up I am, fuck up fuck up fuck up. That kept repeating in my head.
'Patrick I'm sorry'
I didn't reply I just got up leaving my phone going to the bathroom and looked in the mirror, "Look at you Patrick you fuck up" I punched the mirror breaking it, getting glass all in my knuckles.
I sobbed on the bathroom floor and that's when I heard footsteps coming to my room and got scared, my parents were out of town, someone must be breaking in.
I didn't care at least they could kill me before I kill myself. The footsteps got closer and a tired looking Pete wentz walked into my bathroom, he was wearing slippers, a loose plain black t shirt, pj bottoms and his hair was all fucked up.
"Patrick what happened?!" He sounded so worried and he fell to his knees looking at my hand, I started tearing up and he opened his arms, "Com'er" I latched myself onto him crying into his chest,
"I'm a fuck up!" I sobbed,
"No you're not, shhh it's okay I got you. Patrick you're my best friend I love you with all my heart" He said in a gentle voice,
"No one loves me no one! I'm so hated and annoying, I complain so much, I fuck everything up! Pete I'm better off dead!" I screamed,
"Don't you ever say that" He tilted my head up, he was crying, "God Patrick if you died I don't know what I'd do with my life anymore, hell you fucking saved my life! without you I would be dead! Six feet in the grou- no wait I wouldn't be six feet in the ground because no one cares that much about me to pay for a funeral! All I have is you and there is no way in hell that I am letting my best friend/ crush/ lover, die. Patrick I'm in love with you" He sobbed before smashing his lips into mine,
It all caught me by surprise but my eyes fluttered closed and I kissed him back, our tears mixing together as we kissed.
Soon we pulled back to breath our foreheads against each other's, "I love you, you're my world" He whispered pecking my cheek,
"I love you too, thanks Pete for helping me find happiness in this cruel world" I whispered back holding my good hand with his,
"You're my sunshine, you made my world brighter, without you I'm just a sad song" He pecked my lips, "Now how about we clean that hand of yours so it doesn't get infected?"
I nodded and he got a first aid kit, "Patrick always remember, you have to find you're happiness, it could be anywhere. Everyone need three things, hope, happiness and love. Not always love from like a lover, but love from a best friend, lover or family, and you need to have hope and a dream"
"But I have no talent" I sighed, I swear Pete looked like he was about to explode,
"Love have you heard you're singing voice and you're drums and guitar, my love, you are talented and I'm so happy to be you're boyfriend" He smiled,
"You never asked me out" I giggled,
"True true, maybe we could be boyfriends?" He asked smiling,
"I would love that" And I connected our lips in a sweet lovefilled kiss.
Petes the only thing that makes me happy and sometimes theirs only one happy thing in you're life so embrace it.
You never know what you need until it gone......
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Sorry I get soppy after crying. Hell I was gonna make this one really sad with Patrick dying but it turned into this, it sucked but oh well.
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Peterick One Shots
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