Hey guys so I'm a shitty updater I know and writer and person all together and I'm sorry.
The thing is that I'm stumped and have no ideas and it's just that I'm a horrible person like please god kill me already it would be easier than what I'm going through right now.
Let's share what's been going on with my life and why I haven't been able to write:
Two people in my family have cancer, my grandpa and my moms cousin who is like a sister to my mom so yeah, my grades are slipping, my anxiety is getting worse so is my depression, I have a very low self esteem, I can't seem to get motivation to do anything, I'm too busy hating myself and wanting to rid this world of me, and I'm lazy which is another reason I need to rid this world of me.
But the reason I want to leave is because I'm not updating and I just can't focus, I kind of just want throw my phone away but there's two reasons I can't but I won't share those reasons.
I'm a bit lonely as well and I just want to write sad shit.
What would you guys like? Would you guys like me to leave wattpad? Or would you like me to just take a little break and come back when everything is okay?
I hope that made since but tell me what you think
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Peterick One Shots
FanfictionHello everyone so I ship phan big time but I also ship peterick just the same so this is for all my peterick friends these are for you. Fluff, sad and smut will all be in here. Warning: Smut, trigger, self harm, suicide, death and almost everything...
