Peterick One Shots

Promise- Part One

So Pete and Patrick are in high school about sophomore or junior year, this is short but it's one of three I believe.

Warning: Self harm

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Sitting on the end of the bathtub watching the red dots form on my tanned skin, it felt so good to be back at it again. Almost three months clean then all broken by, well nothing just my mind making me believe that I'm not needed anymore, but I can't die.

I bit my lip watching the red dots trickle down my arm onto the white tile floor, I watched them make their stain there and end.

I grabbed a piece of toilet paper dabbing it on my wounds watching the blood seep through the thin white paper.

There was more blood than usual, I think I cut too deep this time. I looked down at the sharp object that did it all, my pencil sharpener blade.

I remember the day someone asked me if they could borrow my pencil sharpener and I of course said yes but I noticed how easy it would be to unscrew it and take off the sharp blade, well I did just that.

It was a dirty blade so not that sharp but it did the job well. Tears formed in my eyes as I realized what I had done, "I promised Patrick I wouldn't anymore...." I whispered to myself,

I cleaned up the blood laying down on my bed wearing a long sleeved shirt to bed, I don't know how I'm gonna survive gym class tomorrow but that's tomorrow's problem.

I laid in my bed looking up at the ceiling, "I'm sorry..." I whispered before my eyelids dropped and I was fast asleep, crying really makes you sleepy....